Heartbeat

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Vianne POV

There is a feeling that comes immediately after my anger has finally calmed down, it's calmness and it is usually accompanied by regret if in the course of the anger I did or said something rashly without thinking, it was the same feeling that is chocking me right now, as I walked lazily to my class , last night I got my money back unexpectedly, I don't understand how, but after that, I started feeling like I probably overreacted with Seb yesterday, maybe he wasn't involved after all, but I didn't know for sure, though I got the money after my encounter with him yesterday, it still not solid evidence that he was totally not involved with it, but I can't help but feel like I shouldn't have exploded like that on him yesterday.

I sighed and pushed that feeling at the back of my heart to ignore it .

" stop holding my hand you b***h !!"

I stop to look around me, where is that sound from, turned to my side to find a slightly open classroom, I can hardly see anything, but I can see a girl squatting down holding the other person shirt, I can't see the other girl but I can see the one holding the girls shirt, why are they in that position... wait is that not Jessica, Na bi supposed step sister that was being harassed by Na bi at the airport, I stepped closed to look, Jessica held the girl who seem to be crying by the jaw, smirking as she forced a can of milk down her throat,

" come on... why are you refusing it, I think you need the milk, you need your strength, if you are going to be f****d tonight..."

What the hell...

Jessica's vicious hands dragged to the girls shirt tearing away the button, before whispering,

" I don't think you deserve clothes either, whores don't wear one"

at this point I couldn't take it anymore and stormed into the room, startling the both of them as they immediately stood up with Jessica masking her surprised expression with a smile, while the other girl straightened her clothes, trying to wipe off the milk in her clothes

"Hi, it's me Jessica"

she said to me and I can't believe how she changed her character within a short span of time, really

" What's going on here??" I finally asked

"ooh , it's my friend Ariel, she's really sick and the doctor recommended that she drink milk, and I was kind of helping her since she has no appetite, isn't that right Ariel??"

she turned to the girl who has already cleaned up " Yeah that is what happened" The girl managed, I narrowed my eyes at her, what kind of bullshit, play is this..she was obviously bullying this girl, but seeing as the girl has agreed, there was nothing I could do

" it's alright, but I don't think you should force the milk on her if she doesn't want to take it, I mean it's all spilled on her shirt now" I said, looking at the girls shirt that is stained already

"ooh Ariel, sorry I didn't notice, come on I'll help you change" Jessica said immediately moving close to the girl, wiping her in an effort to wipe the dirt

" it's fine, I'll go change by myself" the girl said moving away from her hands, I looked at the both before nodding, forcing a smile and leaving, I really didn't want to get involved with this people, they can be crazy, the last people I got involved with are still on my tail now, I sighed and continued on my way to class, but people can really be creepy, I really pitied Jessica when Na bi was harassing her at the bathroom, now she is bullying another person, because what happened back there was a clear case of bully, she even had the nerve to act like she wasn't caught in the act.

I walked into the class to take my seat, the lectural is not yet in class, we have history now, a borrowed course, I don't really like borrowed courses, but I don't detest history either, I walked to the place I usually sit and sat down on the chair before taking out my books to arrange them, but it looks like I forgot my meter rule.. again, I need to rule my note before I can really start, I'm so forgetful these days, what the hell is wrong with me!! , now I have to borrow, I turned to the person beside me to borrow

" ugh... can you..." I was dumbstruck as I stared at the guy who was looking at me with a blank stare, what... since when does Seb attend history class, I gulped, and subconsciously bit my lips as I became loss of words, maybe because I was feeling guilty for yesterday incident,

him sitting beside me this morning unexpectedly, made me speechless, so I stammered

" can I what ??" he asked, his eyes not leaving me, making me dig my teeth down to my lips even more, a bad habit I'm still working on, at this rate, I might as well tear the innocent flesh

"Ruler.. I wanted to borrow your ruler"

I managed to say, I don't know how but I did, his eyes narrowed at me, his tousled hair was almost covering his eyes, his eyes was half lid like he is feeling sleepy, his gaze was almost lazy and sharp at the same time, how on earth does someone look like that!!!

" Alright class, let's start what we have for today"

my thoughts were startled by the voice of the prof, making shift and try to regain composure, and face the teacher, trying my best to ignore the guy beside me, he did not say anything further, but he slipped the ruler into my hands without even looking at me or saying anything, just slipped it between my fingers his knuckles brushing against the back of ny hand, making me jump a little, what the hell!! since when did I become so sensitive, the lecture continued and I risked a glance beside me, but he just relaxed back , staring lazily at the teacher like he does not care about history or the professor, I kept my gaze on the board and the prof but I was aware of his glaring stare, drilling hole at the back of my head.

immediately the teacher was gone, I bolted out of the classroom, without giving him his ruler back, or thanking him for lending it to me, I guess that will have to wait for now... I need to breathe first.