Astrid's Point of View
“I am sorry. I am sorry for being weak.”
I am shocked.
I didn't know that it all happened to him behind my back. I didn't know that he suffered like that because of my persistence with Otzar. I didn't realize it all until it's too late.
Red is one of the most loyal people who stayed by my side despite the disconnection of myself and my mother. He is the only one who devoted himself to me but he suffered because of my carelessness.
I feel responsible for his sufferings and death.
The guilt of it all burdened me more. I know that this person will be displeased if he learned how to cope up with what he told me. He cares for me immensely to the point of not even caring for his own well-being. But I can't help it.
What if I listened to him?
Maybe he is stil
