The rejected wolf

chapter 15

Claire's pov

We are finally pulling up the blue moons pack house. I have a bad feeling about this. Don't get me wrong I'm excited. I think. I mean why wouldn't I be. we're finally going to mark each other. But at the same time i can't help but feel this dread at the bottom of my stomach. Something bad is going to happen here i can just feel it.

"don't you dare jinx it"

"s**t luna you startled me I forgot you were there"

"wow ok I see how it is."

"im jus-"

And there she goes blocking our mind link. She has been cranky all morning. Actually I never thought about how it might affect luna in coming back here. I know that we went threw a lot here and luna felt the rejection more than i did. coming back must be affecting her.I do have to say that from what i could tell she's more hurt about the fact that her family neglected her than her mate rejecting her. 

I knew it wasn't going to be easy coming back here but i didn't  know it was going to be this hard.  Actually that's a lie  most definitely thought that it was going to be harder. If anything it feels pretty easy coming back here. having lucas with me is helping me alot. i know i say it alot but He is the most amazing thing that has happened to me. I wouldn't leave him for the world.

I know it's been hard for him coming back here too. he's worried that i might change my mind and go back to ace. to be honest for the longest time i wanted to go back to ace. to prove to him that i was worthy of his love. i struggled with what i wanted to do with my life. there was many times when I didn't know if it was worth living. 

But i had friends that supported me and helped me realize that it was ace who didn't deserve me. lucas helped me understand what it meant to be loved. I would die if i had to live without lucas. i don't think we would be able to handle him leaving me alone.

"He would never leave us"

"welcome back luna"

well ladies and gentlemen know you know how to get luna to talk to you if she's mad at you.

"focus you've been zoned out for 3 minutes"

"and what does it matter"

that they are waiting for us , you know because we have a meeting to attend in like 5 minutes"

 i forgot about that great lets get the show on the road or something like that.

opening the door of the car was a struggle.Not because of those people, we just need to get this car fixed. really all that money and we cant even buy a car that has a door that won't jam. 

 I can see my brothers there standing in front of the pack house waiting to welcome the alpha. which is me obviously but they don't know that, i could also see ace there. thinking back on it i don't know what i saw in him. no but really really what's so good about him. who cares know i have someone better. know one can compete with my mate and you cant change my mind about that.

"ready" mused lucas through our mind link 

"oh my god you heard all of that didnt you"

"yes i did you didnt block your mind"

"w-ell umm let's go do this can't keep them waiting any longer"

shit i swear he's the only one that makes me feel this way. i have literal butterfly in my stomach. or maybe there just cramps. you know what let's keep it sweet they are most definitely butterflies.

I don't remember the driveway being this long. actually i don't remember there ever being  driveway here.wow this place has changed.It does look better than before so can't really say anything bad about It.

finally we made it to where the alpha and beta family where standing.And know one has recognized me  how sad. Do i really look that different than before. It's fine at least i can be recognized as the alpha. 

"you must be the alpha...lucas right we talked on the phone"suggested ace 

well i don't even get the satisfaction of being an alpha

just because lucas is a guy doesn't mean that he's the alpha. this man doesn't think a woman can be a alpha ok sexsist much. maybe i'm going to start walking in front of lucas instead of beside him. I guess this is my fault i forgot how sexist these werewolves are. 

"ummm actually im not the alpha. Iths actu-" 

"What.then who is your alpha"

ok not like you interrupted him before he could tell you these people are going to get on my nerves.I guess its time for my bad ass moment here i go 

"that would be me"

"wow what a badass you are. you really nailed it"

"oh my god luna i don't need your input right now"

Well it wasn't a badass line but everyone looks shocked so i guess it had the effect i wanted it to.it a win-win so shut it luna. 

"what you are the alpha "  scoffed maya (lucas's ex mate)

alright what is this attitude that she is having towards me. I don't even have to be here like the f**k be more appreciative. 

"yes she is our alpha...do you have a problem with with that"retorted lucas 

"no i-i don't" 

"good then, let me introduce you to our alpha. this is alpha claire"

great i can feel the tension. And if this b***h doesn't stop looking at lucas like that i will kill  her. I think she recognized lucas.  she better not get any ideas i won't hesitate to kill her. 

" as you know im lucas, the guy behind me is max and the woman next to him  is his mate ava"

"Thank you for coming down here" ace said with confidence in his vice 

oh how i wish to ruin him 

"yes it's good to back" as soon as i said that i heard a gasp. I turned my head where the sound came from and i made direct eye contact with christian (twin brother) good someone finally recognized me.

"We would like to go to our rooms now." I suddenly Blurted out. Don't want to many people to figure it out. Not like there smart enough but always better to be safe than sorry. 

"ok just follow me. Is it just y'all or..."  one of the pack omega questioned 

"prepare a room for my beta he's coming in later"

The omega nodded his head in understanding and took us to our room. (A/N :Don't know how to describe anything so just imagine the pack house however you want) 

 alex sure does likes to take his time. He was more anxious than me to come here.

"his mate is probably here"

"holy s**t luna we've talked about this"

"not again-"

"you can't just sneak up on people"

"what do you want me to do know-"

"that's besides the point.you think his mate is here"

"yes, don't you remember how you felt before you say your fated mate"

"well you were very agitated.and couldn't stop pacing"

"exactly that's how he's feeling."

"I hope his mate is a good one as long as it's not any of the higher ranked members than he will be fine"

I can understand why he is nervous. All he has heard about this pack is how they treated me.I wouldn't want a mate like that. If they can hurt a pack member than they can hurt their mate. But It was mostly the higher ranked member that did those things to me. It was the betas, third in command, the elders, and the alpha family, warriors, and some of the members. It was rare for the regular pack member to do anything to me.In fact some of them wanted to help me out but if they did that then they would have gotten punished. 

If I was alex i wouldn't want to come here. It must be very hard for him and his wolf. the triplets are my 'protectors' or 'guardians.They want to protect me from anything and kill anyone who has ever harmed me. knowing that your mate might be someone that hurt me. He must be very conflicted right now. Don't worry alex everything will work out. I cant wait till find out who his mate is.