The rejected wolf

chapter 16

Christian p.o.v

Today feels different.I don't know why but something big is going to happen.I can't tell if it's going to be a good thing or not. Today is the day the white Crescent pack is coming. [ A/N :I don't remember what I named the pack and am to lazy to go and check] They are one of the strongest and most feared packs. And We can't do anything to offend them. Our pack is too weak as it is; we can't have a pack like that against us. I don't want anything bad to happen to this pack. I know we aren't the best but it's the only family I have.

Ever since Claire left everything has just been falling apart or is it just me. I don't feel complete like I did when claire was here. I never realized how much I loved her. She was my other half. When our twin bond was blocked I felt like there was a part of me missing. I want to see her again, but I know she wouldn't want to see us again. I want her to be happy and if not seeing us makes her happy then I am ok with that.

I hope that wherever Claire is that she is doing well. I know that I can never be forgiven for the way I treated her, but I do want her to know that I am sorry for everything. I was young and stupid back then even then It’s not an excuse for treating people like that

I should probably get ready for the arrival of the white crescent pack. I was zoned out for a long time. I didn't realize that they were almost here.

I heard rumors that the alpha of that pack is a female. I don’t know if that’s true but we will find out. It’s not that having a female alpha isn't good. I don't think a female can’t run a pack. It’s just unheard of. With all these alpha males, I don’t think any female alpha would be taken seriously. They would most likely be looked down on as a pack. It would be viewed as a weak pack. But the white crescent pack is known to be one of the most ruthless and strongest packs. And not only in numbers but in strengths too. If they did have a female alpha that would be one really astounding

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Just an hour till they get here. I’m excited to meet a pack like them, but I’m also nervous. I can’t help but feel this dread inside of me. And my wolf is restless.

“Can you just get ready? We get it, you're nervous you don’t have to bore us with your inner monologue.”

“You don’t have to listen to my inner monologue if you don’t want to”

“ stupid human can’t even tell who is coming.”

“What is that supposed to mean?" I don’t think he meant for me to hear that

“Sometimes you humans are really stupid. But you’re right I don’t have to listen to this”

“No wait wha—”

Really he picks this time to actually listen to what I say. He didn’t have to be that rude.Who could be coming to make me feel like this. My wolf must know them, meaning that I know them but who could it be. I don't know anyone from the white crescent pack. The only explanation is...No, it could be. I haven't been able to find them. Why now? It must be my mate. Would they accept me or reject me?

I am a horrible person. When they find out what I have done to my only sister, they will surely reject me. I hope they can give me a second chance. I know that I don't deserve it, but I will try my best to make it up to everyone.

They are finally here. Is my mate with them. I don't know who they are, but I will love them no matter what. I don't even care who they are. If they are women or men. If they are an omega or beta even if they are human. Ace rejected his mate. I still haven't forgiven him for that. But there's nothing I can do.He is already suffering. His wolf won't talk to him and won't let him shift often. Not only that but he has trouble sleeping and eating. He is already suffering from his mistake.

I won't make that mistake. Ace opened up my eyes. I don't even remember why we hated Claire. Was it because she was human?Or because she was a defenseless 6 year old that couldn't help our parents against rouge’s? I don't remember, but I know that it was a stupid reason. The way we treated her just because we thought she was weak. If anything she was stronger than any of us. I don't think I would be able to survive if people I thought were my family did that to me.

Not only that but to have my mate reject me and then see them with someone else. I would have never made it. I am not strong for something like that. I would have died long ago. But somehow Claire was able to make it. She is the strongest person I have ever met.

"Thank you for coming down here" I suddenly here ace say with confidence in his voice

I must have zoned out. I didn't even notice when they got here. I need to start putting more attention to my surroundings.

"yes it's good to be back" as soon as I heard that I whipped my head as fast as I could. Once I laid my eyes on the person that said that I let out a loud gasp . I made direct eye contact with Claire. I can't believe it is actually her. How has no one recognized her? There is so much I want to say but before I can even utter a word Claire asks for her room.

I guess it's a sign that she doesn't want me to tell people that she is back. Is this why my wolf has been acting like that. I thought it was my mate that was coming.

"Ok, just follow me. Is it just you guys or?"one of the pack omegas questioned.

"prepare a room for my beta he's coming in later" as soon as Claire said that my wolf got agitated. More anxious than ever before. They are coming. I can feel it this beta is my mate. I have no doubt about it. Why else would my wolf act like this.

I can't wait to meet them. I just need them to give me a chance. I will try my best for my beta mate. I was so caught up in the fact that my mate was coming that I didn't realize that they are a male.

I always saw myself with a woman. I imagined She would be shorter than me. I would tower over her small frame. I never imagined that they would be male. But It doesn't matter to me. Whoever they are, they were made for me. I won't throw that away. I can't wait till they get here.

I won’t mess this up. I don’t care what I have to do I will try my best to win my mate. I don’t doubt that Claire has told them of the abuse she suffered here. It won’t be easy but I’m willing to do anything. I will never hurt my mate on purpose.

I don’t want to be the person I was before. I’m sorry Claire for everything that I did. I made your life miserable and there is nothing I can do to change that. One day I hope you can forgive me. And if you truly can’t I understand.