The rejected wolf

chapter 17

alexander P.o.v(one of the triplets)

I am nervous. I am finally meeting my mate. Why do they have to be here out of all places. I tried to delay my departure from our pack but at some point I had to leave. And know i am on my way to my mate.

I always wanted to meet my mate. It was something I looked forward as a kid. All I wanted in this life was to meet my mate.

I am happy that I am going to meet them but at the same time I can’t help but feel this dread inside of me. Out of all the places it had to be this pack. The one I hate the most. They made my alpha suffer and I don’t know if I can forgive them for that. I want to be happy but at the same time I can’t. I am so conflicted on what to do I couldn’t even focus in practice today.

Im scared on what is going to happen with my mate. How can I ever be happy with someone who treated my alpha like s**t. well it could be someone that wasn't involved in her suffering. It would still bother me that they didn't do anything to help her but it is better than being with someone that directly made her life hell.

“Alex don’t worry everything is going to work out ” I suddenly hear clareo say over mind link

“I don’t know what you are talking about” how does she know. Was I being to obvious. I hope not. Claire always know when something is bothering us and she always know how to calm us down. She is the best alpha I have ever met.

“Don’t act stupid you know what I am talking about. I know that your mate is someone in my old pack. Its going to be ok just try and give them a chance ”

She really knows what to say. I feel like crying right now. I am worrying for nothing. I know that she won’t mind…that much. she always puts our happiness above hers. Claire is one of the best alphas i could ask for.

“Thank you that means a lot to me”

“Don’t get me wrong. It bothers me a little bit but for you I’m willing to put everything that happened in the past behind me”

“Don’t worry my mate won’t have it that easy,they hurt you meaning they hurt my family. I might not be able to reject them but I can make sure to teach them a lesson”

“I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now hurry your butt over here"

“ Don’t worry I am already on my way ”

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I am finally here at the blood moon pack. As soon as I got out of the car I could smell this intoxicating scent. I was a mixture of chocolate and strawberries.

All that confidence that I had before is gone now. What if my mate doesn’t like me and rejects me. Up till now I hadn’t even thought about that.

“Oh my goodness you stupid human don’t even think that”

“Holy s**t you wolf don’t sneak up on people can’t you see that I am trying to not have a mental breakdown”

“Well can you try that later I am trying to find my mate”

This wolf is so impatient.

“Don’t worry we’ll find them”

I am nervous but if I don’t do this then that stupid wolf won’t let me have a breakdown in peace.Ok I just have to open this door and we will find them.

As soon as I’m about to knock the door opens and I am greeted by a pack omega. the smell of my mate is very strong in this pack house. it's making it harder for me to focus on anything .

"im sorry sir, can you follow me"

"oh no your fine. just lead the way"

the omega which I learned is named jeremy is taking m t my room.

As jeremy is walking me too my bedroom to rest I smell my mate again but this time it is stronger than before. all of a sudden jeremy stops and bows his head

"hello beta christian" I feel my heart beating faster than before. this must be my mate. as l look up at him i recognize him. how can I not he looks just like claire.

"how many times do i have to tell you that you can just call me christian"

"sorry beta- I mean christian old habits die hard"

out of all the people to be my mate why did it have to be him. I could understand anyone else, but someone that was the main cause of her suffering. I don't know what to do. How can this work out. I know that he is my mate but i need time to process this.

"jeremy can you take me to my room i am quite tired"

"oh i'm sorry alex i'll take you right away"

"no you are fine im just quite tired"

This situation really has me troubled. If it was someone that didn't cause her harm I could maybe be ok with that. but its not. This is someone who she loved and trusted and he betrayed that.

"they are still our mate" whimpered my wolf

"I know they are don't worry we will figure something out. I won't let you suffer because of me"

I have to talk to claire about this. how will she react to this. well there's only one way to find out. I'll just have to talk to hr some time soon.

finally we arrived at the room i am going to be staying in.

"thank you jeremy i'll see you around"

"rest well alex, it was nice to meet you"

I just need a good night's rest. i can figure what i'm going to do tomorrow. right now i don't think i can handle anything else.I should probably tell claire that i need to talk to her soon.

"claire are you still awake"

"yes do you need something alex"

"umm...well i need to talk to you about something"

"ok...what do you need to talk about"

"it's about my mate but let's talk about it tomorrow morning.I am tired and just want to sleep right now"

"ok. good night alex"

"good night claire"

I hope that this all works out in the end. this must be happening for a reason. I am just going to trust that the moon goddess knows what she is doing. yeah don't worry everything is going to be fine. I'm going to go to sleep now I don't know for how much longer i can hold my eyes open.