The rejected wolf

chapter 18

claire pov

After all these years I am finally back. I never thought I would come back to this pack. much less help them against their little rouge problem. I guess i'm finally getting the closure I need. I can finally put my past behind me and move forward in life. Not only that but I can properly be mated to lucas now.

I don't want to tell them that it's me I would rather them find out on their own but I would rather get the rejection over with and mate with luca than letting the mate bond rebuild itself with the close proximity with ace. I could never be with him no matter what he does. I will never forgive him for what he did to me.

I know people say that forgiveness isn't for the person but for you and you letting go or some s**t like that but f**k that. I could have died from the rejection. actually now that I think about it he probably thought I would. back then they didn't know I had a wolf meaning they thought I was human. the rejection would have killed any human. especially since he is an alpha. even if he wasn't an apha it would have smiled killed anyone the only reason I survived was because I had luna with me.

I will reject him tomorrow morning I should gt to unpacking so I can get my beauty sleep.I have a long day tomorrow. And that is just including me. how can I forget about alex and his mate problem. Honestly I don't know what he is feeling or thinking... ok so maybe I could find out with my powers but I feel like that is an invasion of privacy, plus I don't need powers to know that he is conflicted and doesn't know what to do with his mate.

He always wanted his mate he has been saving himself for his mat ver since he found out what they were. but he is also a family man you don't mess with his family. he can be very scary when someone messes with one of us. alex was one f the people that wanted to come to this pack and destroy them for what they did for me. I can see why he's conflicted he want his mate but he doesn't want to be with someone that is horrible toward someone that was part of their pack.

I also don't need my power to know that he is overthinking everything. He can worry so much when it comes to his family and mate you have to reassure him sometimes.

"alex don't worry everything is going to work out"

"I dont know what you are talking about" there he goes pretending that he is ok. He never wants to worries us and hides when he is not feeling good. but it wont work on me . I know how he is I won't let him suffer by himself.

"don't act stupid. you know what I am talking about. I know that your mate is someone in my old pack its ogin got b ok just try and give them a chance"

I don't want him to even think about rejecting his mate I know it can be hard but I have gone through rejection and I don't want them to suffer for something that happened to me in the past. I want him to be happy with his mate. I would never make him choose between me and his mate and if I did I would tell him to chose his mate. no one deserves to be rejected to matter what they have done. everyone deserves a second chance. It will take me sometime to get use to it but everything that happens happens for a raon

"thank you that means alot to me"

"don't get me wrong. it bothers me a little bit but for you I am willing to put everything that happened in the past behind me"

"don't worry my mate wont have it easy, they hurt you meaning they hurt my family.I light not be able to reject them but I can make sure to teach them a lesson"

"I wouldn't have it any other way now hurry your butt over here"

"don't worry I am already on my way"

ughhh now I have to go unpack. I can't believe we are staying here indefinitely. their defence sucks ass. they have not ben keeping up with their training and if you ask me this pack has turned into a joke. It is literally the laughing stock of all the packs. I remember being here when I was young and we were always number one. we tried our best to be good at everything, but ever since ace and the new luna have taken over this pack it has gone to s**t.

when we when waking inside they were having practice and none of the wolves were taking it serious. they think that they are still this strong pack ad that no one would dare to attack them. If anything they have made more enemies than allies. the only reason why other packs still have treaties with them is because they respect ace's father.

anyways im going to go unpack now or else lucas is going to get on my case about it. if you ask me its stupid to get comfortable here because as soon as we can im getting the f**k out of here. I don't want to stay any longer than I have to. they are lucky I am even helping them.

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fucking finally I am done unpacking. I swear I didn't bring this much s**t with me. I didn't even bring have of my wardrobe and it filled up my side of the closet and part of lucas' side. who new unpacking was going to take more than too hours. we im going to sleep. Im fuckig exhausted.

"claire are you still awake" I suddenly here alex say through mind link. I didn't even notice when he got here.

"yes do you need something alex"

"umm...well I need to talk to you about something"

"ok...what do you need to talk about"

"it's about my mate but let's talk about it tomorrow morning.I am tired and just want to sleep right now"

"ok. good night alex"

"good night claire"

well this went better than I thought. if i'm being honest I expected them to recognize me or something but how stupid can they be not to recognize the person that they treated as a slave. well christian recognized me so at least they have one half smart person.

well time to make my way to the bed where my mate is peacefully sleeping. he looks so peaceful when he sleep I love looking at his face when he is sleeping. that sounds creepy but it relaxes me alot.