The rejected wolf

chapter 19

claire's pov

I woke up with lucas' hand slapping me across the face. Contrary to what you might believe we don't sleep like those cute couples that are all cuddled up. It rarely happens to us. Usually I wake up with his feet in my face. We might go to sleep cuddled up but we sure as hell don't wake up like that. I don't know how people can stay still in their sleep. Both me and Lucas move around alot its unreal how much we move.

It's seven in the morning , And I have to go talk to alex. He is probably not awake at this time but who blames him. If It were up to me I would be sleeping in. But someone's hand just had to slap me across the face.Yeah i'm looking straight at you lucas. It's whatever, now I can't stay mad at that cute face with drool coming down from the corner of his lips.

Well, time to wake up Alex, if I have to wake up early so does someone else. Can't be the only one that has to suffer like this. as I am opening the door to our room I almost hit an omega carrying the laundry

"oh s**t f**k i'm sorry about that." he looks a little stunned that I actually spoke to him and apologized

"Are you ok? I didn't actually hit you did I "

"oh...umm y-you didnt I am ok alpha"

" call me claire none of this alpha nonsense"

"oh ok al ...c- claire"

"now can you take me to beta alex's room"

"oh yes r-right this w-way" i could tell that he wasn't used to a nice alpha. what does he do to his omegas for them to be scared of an alpha. that's a dumb question on my part. I used to live here. I have an idea of what they could have done to their omegas. things are going to change around here

"by the way what's your name"

"oh my n-name is j-jermey"

Don't worry Jeremy things are going to change from here on out. I need to see how things work around here. I can't just come here and change these people's mindsets. They have known this way of thinking for as long as they can remember. I need to make a plan. but not right now first I need to talk to alex.

"We are here "

"oh thank you"

Wow, I really need to stop zoning out. ok focus you need to talk to alex with a clear mind. I can't really let what happens to me affect what happens with Alex and his mate. honestly I get why they did it. It was just something that was told by their parents. they learned from their parents. It's not their fault they were made to believe that that was how they were supposed to treat someone. doesn't mean i'm not mad or upset about what happened to me in my younger years. It just means that I understand why they did it. doesn't mean I forgive them for it. I don't know if I can ever forgive them but I'll try for alex. I know how it feels to be rejected and I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy.Ok maybe that's a lie but i wouldn't wish it on my close friends and family.

I knock on Alex's door and there is no response. This b***h is probably sleeping like a baby. ok time to barge in can't let him be in peace for too long. Opening the door makes me realize that I should have barged in instead of knocking. How can I forget that Alex is a deep sleeper.

"Alex, wake up, come on" I say while jumping on top of him. this b***h didn't even move

"Come on you can't sleep forever" ok so jumping on him isnt working maybe i can go get cold water and dump it on him as I am by the door and getting up I hear him moving.

"don't you dare claire"

"what I wasn't going to do anything"

"oh sure you weren't.then why are you leaving"

"well...you see. I was on my way to the bathroom"

"mmhm and what were you gonna do there"

"I was going to s**t. all that jumping got to me"

“sure you were. then go on. I don't want to stop you from shitting"

"I don't have to go anymore"

“mhm ok whatever you say"

"anyways.We need to talk about your mate." All of a sudden I see his whole demeanor change. He is no longer playful like he was before It can't be that bad can it.either way I won't let him reject them no matter who it is. they sure won't have an easy time fitting into my pack. And they are going to have to work hard for everyone's approval.

"Let's go sit down first" I close the door and start heading towards his bed.how should I bring it up? I don't want to be heartless but I also don't want to sugarcoat it too much.

"I don't want you to let what happened to me here stop you from getting along with your mate"

"Are you sure you might change your mind if you knew who it was?"

"no matter who it is I wouldn't want you to go through the pain of rejection just because of me”

"I want to love them but I just...I dont know its hard because of what he did to you"

"uuuu so its a he"

"well yes... I am happy but hard to just accept what they did. and not just you but to the omegas here too"

"you noticed that too"

"yeah pretty hard not to notice" it is very obvious to see that they don't treat their omegas right. at least the higher ranks I don't know about the rest I guess that is what today is about. too see where they need change. obviously it's not working If they asked for our help.

"yeah they are getting worse and worse as the years go by. I don't know what happened to the pack after my parents passed away"

"They so set in their wrong ways they don't even notice it is not morally right.and I don't want a mate like that what if they resort to violence"

"they won't ever do that. And if they do i'm sure you can stop them"

"yea but I don't want to put them through pain"

"I understand. I can tell you how bad they are if you tell me who it is"

"I don't think you want to know"

"alex no matter what we are still family if they make you happy then i'm happy for you"

"umm...its... are you sure you want to know. you will definitely be surprised"

"yes now come on don't drag it out"

"it's your brother…more specifically your twin brother"

"Your mate is my twin brother?"

"Yes"

"like you're not joking are you"

"i'm not I promise"

“...”

“...”

Ok that was unexpected. Still Doesn't change my mind. I want Alex to be happy and not suffer. Being rejected by your mate is the worst feeling in the world especially when you do not accept and reject them. I will not let one of my pack mates suffer just because of something that happened in the past. The only reason why I would encourage Alex to reject his mate is if he is being treated badly. I will not stand any of my pack members being mistreated or abused. Not if I can help it.

“Are you just gonna doze off or”

“Oh sorry i was just thinking”

“See I told you you were going to be surprised”

“Yes…we’ll I was surprised but it won’t change my mind just cause it’s him”

“Thank you. I really love you and you are part of my family but… I you know what it id to want to be by your mate”

“ yes I know but you don't have to worry about me as long as you’re happy I’m happy”

“ we’ll just cause they’re my mate doesn’t mean I’m going to be easy on them. I will be sure to make their life impossible”

“ I wouldn’t expect anything else”

“ they will have to prove themselves to me. He is going to be grovelling at my feet when I’m done with him ”

“He’s going to have a hard time with the pack you know that right”

“Yeah I know I’m of course him being my mate it's going to be hard for me to see that but he deserves what’s coming to him”

“Well now that that's over with let’s watch a little bit of tv”

“Are you not going to do your signature banging on pans”

“I am but not till tomorrow I just want to relax for a little before I have to deal with them”

I'm glad that he will be happy with his s mate. I want him to be able to experience that even if it is with one of my worst nightmares.

AN: I’m sorry I haven’t been that active I didn’t know where I wanted to go with this story but I promise I’m going to start updating more. If you have any comments questions or concerns you can dm on i********: @brianna_7619