Don’t Poke The Bear

Chapter 31 Mamba/Carmen

POV Mamba/Carmen

I lay there on his family’s living room floor totally naked and I wanted him again already. “You are incredible. How are you still single? Actually are you single? You don’t have a boyfriend? Do you?” He sounded panicked and I couldn’t help but smile. “I’d swore myself off men, the last guy was a bad break up.” He went onto his side and propped himself up on his elbow. “Well I promise I won’t hurt you” he said as he kissed my forehead and although he was incredibly sweet, it was kind of presumptuous to assume that I had been dumped by Jack. “I feel awful for the way I treated him.. oh and the guy before him too..” I had forgot about poor Major Connor standing in his office telling me that he was in love with me. Adams eye brows shot up as I spoke and he seemed shocked “but once I’ve made up my mind about someone there’s no way back” “yeah that’s why I’ve been chasing you around for the past few months. You know you were really off with me most days. I actually thought you hated me” “I don’t hate you, I was just trying to act professional. And I couldn’t look at you most days because you’re so hot I would have stripped off in the middle of your office. Staring at you is like staring directly into the sun” He laughed and snuggled into my neck. “Honestly Maria, I’m crazy about you” he kissed my cheek and I could tell that he was being sincere. I thought he was some kind of f**k boy but he was actually lovely. But the truth was that he didn’t know a thing about me, he didn’t even know my name.. so how could he be crazy about me?

The next morning I woke up in his bed completely naked and it was still dark outside. He was still asleep and I studied his handsome face. How could I have been so wrong about him? He was a great guy, but I had a secret that I was keeping from him and I felt so guilty that I suddenly needed to get away from him. He had showed me kindness and warmth and he had been completely open about his feelings for me and I had been a complete b***h to him. I couldn’t even be open about who I really was so I decided to get up and get dressed before he woke up. I had to get away from him before I really hurt him. I creeped out of bed but I couldn’t find my dress so I went into the en-suite and text my driver. He text back and said he was on his way but we were far outside of London so it might take him a while to get there. I quickly got changed and text my brother Antonio to ask if they’d had a nice Christmas. He wrote back that it wasn’t the same without me and I could feel myself about to cry. The combination of lying to Adam and missing my family was too much for me. I was overcome with emotion but I had to power through. I fixed my hair and make up and looked at myself in the mirror “who’s tough? I’m tough” I whispered because I had to remind myself that I was a badass and although he was really sweet there was no way we could have a relationship. When I went back into his bedroom he was still asleep. I had a bit of time to kill so I decided that I would have one last round with Adam before I left. I crawled under the covers from the bottom of the bed and I was relieved to see that he had morning wood. He was still completely naked so I gently licked the tip of his c**k before I deep throated him. I could hear him waking up and then a loud groan of lust. He lifted the sheet and looked down at me as I was swirling my tongue over his d**k. “Well good morning to you too” he said and he threw his head back with pleasure. “Seriously Maria your mouth is something else. I’ve never felt anything like it before” He had his eyes closed tightly as I continued to worship him with my mouth and I couldn’t help but think about my beloved husband Ivan. I remember the first time I went down on him. He was moaning and thrashing around because he said my mouth gave him so much pleasure. He would say in his thick Russian accent “My darling love, god blessed you with this mouth for me to enjoy” When we got married and I explained to him that I had scar’s in my mouth because my father used to slit the inside of my mouth with a razor blade and that was why I gave a good blow job my poor Ivan wept uncontrollably and he never let me go down on him again. But I was glad that Adam had no idea why this was the best blow job of his life. He was basically howling by the time I was finished with him and I would always congratulate myself every time I made a man come like that. Jack was always loud in bed except when I sucked his c**k and he would become completely silent like he was holding his breath. He said it was that good that it would send him into a state of shock. By the time Adam and I had s*x again I heard my driver pull up outside and I had to get myself home before poor Adam collapsed with exhaustion. “Come back to bed” he said as I put on my clothes but I knew I couldn’t “Adam I really don’t want to do the walk of shame in front of your whole family. I’m going to leave before they get up. Go back to sleep.” He tried to grab my hand but I didn’t let him. We had spent an unbelievable night together but that’s all it would ever be. “Are you alright?” He asked and I nodded my head. “I’ll call you later” I kissed him goodbye but I had no intention of calling him later and then it hit me that I would need to come face to face with him when we got back to the office after the Christmas holidays. I thought about him the whole journey home and I thought that it all might have been a dream.. but I had rug burns on my knees that proved over wise.