ALYSSA'S POV
What was I thinking? I actually kissed a prince today! I didn't know how to react to him after he was so casual about it. It seemed like he enjoyed teasing me.
I can't help but wonder if someone saw us and if they did, how much of that did they see? I don't know how I'll be able to face the royal family if they learn about it.
The queen seemed to like me and I don't want to disappoint her. She kept talking about my mother every chance she got and how good of a person she was.
I am sure they also see me as the same person which means everything that I do should be like what she did. I don't think my mother went around kissing the prince like I did today and I'm sure she would be disappointed in me.
I have never done anything that would disappoint my mother in my life and I
