Ever get the feeling of being scared? Not just the regular scared, like how you feel after watching a horror movie, but the scared of knowing you can't handle something, or scared your not worth it. Yeah, well that's how my Father makes me feel, not like 'Daddy's princess' more like Daddy's disappointment. The point is, he left not with a reason and it lowers my self esteem, more then Bethany even though I haven't had a run in with her, ever since I met Alex. I wish he could just solve my problems with father, but it's more complicated than that, and that's what makes it hard, but God never gives you something you can't handle. ** ''I don't wanna go.'' I whine, looking at Alex who smiles softly. ''You have to, for me.'' He says brushing a strand of hair behind my ears. I look into h

