Our Yesterday

June 6, 2017 I woke up with an excited smile in my face because finally I'll going to school again. Owhh, by the way I forgot to introduce myself, but any ways, you'll find out later. While doing my routine my mom shout my name because it's already 7 in the morning my class will start 7:30 am but its alright cause first day class, its gonna be introducing of ourselves. I'm here now at my school, tama nga ako introducing our selves lang. And now its my turn so I stand up with a nervous face '' Good morning everyone is Princess Evangeen Domingo 15 yearsold thankyou''. Dahil sa kaba ganon lang kaikli ang nasabi ko but its okay wala namang grading yon. I am that kind of person na mahiyain, I dont have big circle of friends cause Im not friendly nga. Hindi naman din ako matalino pero nakukuha naman ako sa top sometimes hahahaha. Im not talkative din naman but Im not mute naman sometimes nakikipag kwentuhan but most of the times I prefer to silent. There was a boy na schoolmate ko, he's higher than my grade Im grade 9 while he's on grade 10. Nakikita ko sya school pero hindi malakas ang kanyan appeal para mapansin ko sya. Minsan sa kapilya because were the same iglesia eh. A months ago since our class, I met someone named Edwin, I know him matagal na actually i know him because were the same religion but not so active as me, we at same brgy din naman and same school so technically i will always sees him. One-day we have to attend gatherings and all youths in our religion should be there. Sabi niya saakin na angkas na nya papuntang venue, pumayag ako dahil wala naman ako masasakyan na iba. Nagsimula na ang Event lahat nagkakasiyahan at sya sila ng mga boys nag haunting ng kanilang crushes hahaha well sakin wala lang yun. Days had passed wala naman masyadong ganap, until one time habang nag scroll ako sa'king feed, "Ting!" "may nag chat" sabi ko sa isip ko "sino kaya to?"--- 'hi' on chat "si Ed? hm baki kaya?" -"hello" reply ko sakanya Were having chitchat until he said "alam mo ba crush kita?" Hindi ako naniwala non dahil ang alam may girlfriend sya that time nakausap ko pa nga noong camping eh. Nagtuloy tuloy lang yung pag uusap namin hanggang sa "pwede ba kitang ligawan?" nagulat ako, bata ko pa non at age of 15 liligawan? pero dahil nga curious ako nagpaligaw ako. i replied him "okay sige" I know na bawal sa religion namin because were both in kapisanang binhi were have a golden rules that you cant enter into relationship not until you are not in kadiwa kapisanan. I know from the start, i considered it as illegal, but its kill my curiousity. After a week January 8,2018 officially we are In a relationship. Hindi ko sinabi sa kahit kanino dahil natatakot ako sa judgements, nor my parents. Unlike him the moment na naging kami alam ng family and they support him our relationship. He brings me to their house though his family not intertainable but they're good. They dont treat me like others, they treat me like Im belong with their family, maybe they thought we are end up of something how I wish we end up in good terms. Our relationship goes well, like a normal couple. We dont go outside always maybe sometimes palagi kasi akong tumatakas at humahanap ng time. "mahal labas naman tayo" "mahal kita tayo" "tara labas" "miss na kita kasama" "gusto na kita makasama" Once I read those message, I getting nervous na, I dont know kasi how I skip my parents, but sometimes nakakatakas ako kung gugustuhin ko. A week after i broke him up. I told him na its too early to take us serious relationship and he let that happened.