Shackles of dignity

The moon creates the light as she was running, breathing erratically. suddenly she fell thinking it's the end she screamed at the beast closing her eye but suddenly felt at peace, looking up she saw him. Her angel he looks breathtaking he fought and saved her, she was about to kiss him suddenly he looked at her with disgust saying.....you're so ugly, you're a big ,so fat and not sexy get away from me. she screamed crying no no no don't leave me please don't, then she woke up oh it was just a dream again, i know am ugly but why does my heart long for his touch, his an angel but am a devil. kaylie stood up when her stomach crumbles, going to the kitchen she grab an apple with bread and jam and made hot chocolate, she ate in silence in her lonely,cold apartment. Tomorrow is the new years party, i hope he comes this year and a miracle happens,am sure he must be different from the teenager 10 years ago. I remember our first kiss, it was magical. But why do i have a feeling that he won't like me anymore, is it because am chubby now and i have big boobs?. Virgin mary please let a miracle happen tomorrow. After the midnight snack kaylie went back to bed but she couldn't sleep, she was thinking of the party tomorrow and how to look sexy...Tomorrow is 1st of january and i promise will be the beginning of new things in my life Brandon am coming for you and this time i will take charge and won't be the coward i use to be back in school.