Claudia, beneath the scars

"Don't you feel this heat, I'm hot" "My body is hot" What's happening to me? I asked myself as I felt a strong hand, probably a man's on my body, caressing me. I could recall I was sitting in the bar, taking some soft drinks that I had ordered. I'm so f*****g drunk. As if that is not enough, I'm also horny, like my p***y is burning so hot. This feeling is like if I don't get f****d really hard. I would slump and die this minute. Seems am sounding weird. Am a virgin, I shouldn't be longing for s*x this way. Right? Am breathing hard, trying hard to remember how I got to this room and why am feeling this way. Tipsy if I may. Could it be the soft drink I took? , was I drugged or is it my hormones playing a mean joke on me? God. I couldn't think straight because all my weird thoughts were going in one direction. s*x . But wait first, honestly. How did I get to this place, who brought me to this place in the first place?. Before I could answer the question, the door to the room I was kept was opened from outside and a muscular guy walked in and stood by the door, looking away from me as if he was guilty of what just happened to me. With his head bent, he walked around the room as if he was inspecting for any hidden camera or if my phone was on record. When he was done, he lifted me up from the bed aggressively. That touch felt familiar. Fred's touch. My ex boyfriend. My eyes were blurred due to the substance that was put in my drink. Although I couldn't see his eyes well, this touch of his gave me flashbacks. "You thought you could carry this your virginity and give another man" he said "Fred" I said sounding weak "You are mine, if I can't have you, no man will, and this your virginity is meant for the highest bidder, which is me" he added "What are you doing here? I asked him, taking a step back. He came prepared. I can sense that. He could barely control his urges. This is not how I imagined my first time to be, but the substance had kicked in, my whole body was on fire. "Touch me you lying b***h" he shouted " I will f**k you like a w***e that you are " he was horny as I was. Before I knew it, he pulled me into his arms and started kissing me roughly. "So you think you can run away from me, of all the guys in town. It's me, the lion of this zanga that you choose to deceive. I guess I will have to teach you a lesson of a lifetime" he told me angrily, not even giving me a chance to answer any of his questions. I wanted to tell him that I wasn't a deceiver His hands on my body was like Cold water on a very sunny Day, it calmed my spirit, but yet not this scenario I wanted. Not to someone like him. He showed me no affection for me or concern for my feeling. He ripped off my clothes like a hungry dog that he was and pushed me into the bed, I felt like giving up. He took out his p***s and started tearing through my membrane, taking away my pride, my innocence, my dignity, my virginity. I was screaming heavily, I wasn't enjoying it one bit, but the satisfaction on his face was like a thief, who stole from a poor home and killed everyone on the spot. He f****d me both on virginal and my ass, for three rounds before giving up due to his ejaculation.