Fallen In Love With My Twin - Confession

Chapter 7 - Weird Dreams

Suddenly I felt a heavyweight on me, to know what it is, I opened my eye Jack is lying on me kissing on my neck. He is shirtless, he moved his hand to touch my chin, he lifts my chin and kisses my throat. I moaned, he sucked and continue kissing my collar bone.

"You are half-naked" I managed to say.

"Help me with the other half" he said in a husky voice.

He inches his face from me, his lips are touching mine, I can sense his breath speeding, I can hear the heartbeat, both of us. His eyes looking at my eyes and lips back and forth. I kissed him, while kissing, my hand went to his hair, holding him in case he backed. His hand moving inside my t-shirt. I don't know when I came to my bed to sleep. I'm in my bed, Jack is kissing me intensively. I can feel his pulse and I said. "I can feel your pulse on your lips.". "You don't know what you are talking about" he said as he bit my earlobe. One of his finger trailing traces from my jawline to the collarbone. He kissed me passionately, his eyes are full of love rather than lust. He also looks like he is in pain, controlling too hard. He moved his position to lay in between my legs and pressing hard on me. The door opens, the sun is so bright and it blinds us. Suddenly I'm in my grandfather's garden. All the flowers and plants are gone. Only a 6 to 7inches grasses are there. I'm wearing a dark blue dress and my bracelet is shinning in the sunlight on my right hand which I haven't worn before. There is no one as I turned in all directions to see. I ran towards the house which is just as same as the other place and suddenly I heard voices, laughing and I turned to see. My grandfather and grandmother and all my family and friends are celebrating some feast. Jack is with Sophia his girlfriend, they are kissing and little brother Adam was swimming in the pool with his friends. I ran to them and knocked my head in the invisible glass, I slammed it with hand, I'm crying, I called Jack, Adam, Mother, and Father but no one seems to notice. Sophia saw me and said something to Jack made him laugh more and he saw me but he just stayed there with his girlfriend. I turned as I can't watch it anymore. and the next second, I'm drowning deep in the water, it's so dark but I can still see the full moon. I eventually gave up trying to swim and let the water consumes me, I touched the ground and not struggling for breath. I jerked and woke up from the alarm. Why my dream is so conflicting, the first half was nice, really nice. And the second half is like a nightmare. I went jogging as usual my morning routine. And I called Jack he answered my phone in the second ring.

"Hey, sleep well?" He said in his prince charming voice

"Yes, I did. What about you?."

"Did." That's all he said.

"I had a dream," we always talk about our dreams, nightmare with each other since childhood as we mostly have very much weird dreams.

"Hmm-Mmm, what happened there, did you saw that 12 feet man with one hand and one leg or drove a car in the sewer but it's not sewer at all" he teased.

I laughed "well, now I know what have you dreamed last night" I'd said all the things happened in the dream voluntarily leaving me and Jack part.

"Not much weird though, we will visit grandpa once in the next month. It's been really long time we didn't visit them"

"Yeah, we can go. Ok gotta make breakfast and go to the office. Bye. Take care. I love you" I said.

"I love you Idris" he said in a low voice. Those words are killing me. I ended up the call before I do anything stupid.

Three days had gone without Jack, today night he will be home and we have the weekend if he doesn't have any plans with his girlfriend or friends. I'm gonna take him to the movie and have lunch at the restaurant. I know he comes late tonight but also I know he would be hungry when he comes home. So I went straight to groceries to buy all the ingredients to make cookies and lasagna. I know his favorite is lasagna and butter oatmeal raisin cookies. I planned to make them for him. At 7 PM I have started making the dough and added the ingredients and cut the cookies with the shape cutter and arranged it in a butter applied plate. I put in the oven and set the timer to bake. I started chopping vegetables for lasagna and made the lasagna. At the time lasagna is about to ready, oven beeped and cookies are ready. I changed it to plates and arranged it and even decorated it with raisins and cashews. I put the lasagna on a plate and put it in a microwave. So when he comes back, he can heat it before he eats it.

I have eaten the lasagna and some cookies with a fresh juice. I watched Modern family for about an hour and went to bed.