Fallen In Love With My Twin - Confession

Chapter 8 - Nightmare

"Do you think you can hide from me?" The haunting voice says. He moves from the doorway to pace the room, he wore a suit and he has somehow grown too. But I can still say it's him his face looks the same.

I'm hiding in a closet and I don't want anything to happen to me again, whatever happens I'm not leaving this closet. I know what he will do if I came out. I'm peeking from the small gap in the closet.

"You can't forget me, or what I did to you, do you?" He said.

Now he is in front of the dresser table and examining each photo that laid there. I started to panic at the same time I was watching all of it from far. I'm young the same age as it happened.

"You will never escape me, I'm the darkness that already consumed you, wherever you are hiding I will find you and haunt you". I can't breathe, it's so hard to breathe my vision is becoming a blur. I jolted to woke up by brother busted into the door.

"Nightmare?" I nodded.

"I had it too, the same" he said shaking. I don't know why but we always share the nightmare about this. I don't know it's because we are the only ones who knows what happened. Whatever it is, he is going through the same pain as me whenever we had this nightmare.

"Can you please sleep with me?." I asked him. He nodded and closed the door and walked to under window cabinet to get a blanket and pillow. He laid it on the floor to sleep.

"Can you sleep in here, with me please?" I begged.

"Yeah, sure." He left the pillow and blanket on the cabinet and walked to the bed, I moved and gave him space to lie. After he settled himself under the blanket now we share, I moved and put my head oh his shoulder and my arm on his torso.

"'You said time will make things forget and makes us feel better, the more memory we make, it will faded in time', but after all these years why it is still haunting me like it happened yesterday? Won't I get any better? Will it ever stop?" I asked tears in my eyes. He lifted my chin, and he wiped the tears falling from my eyes with his thump, "It will, one day you won't be afraid of him. He can't control you anymore."

"I'm here, with you all the time. You don't need to afraid of anything. I won't let anything happen to you, nothing will ever come anywhere near to you." He swears.

I hugged him tight, "Thanks."

"You don't need to thank me, it's my responsibility remember." He tried to make the air lighten and it worked. I feel better than 5 minutes before. It's his presence that makes me feel safe and nothing will hurt me. I can say he is in pain too his emerald green eyes hiding more pain but he stays stronger for me. I slept as I put my head on his shoulder and he held me. I don't want this just because we are twins. I want him more than a brother. I woke up and saw my brother is sleeping loud, I wanted to kiss him but what if he is awake and disgusted by me. He kissed me but the situation was different then. I quick peek his lips, he moved but didn't wake up. I let my breath I don't know I was holding. I put my legs on his shaft and suddenly I can feel he is hard, even in his sleep. I laughed at that, and snuggled into his side to be close because he wouldn't know, he is in deep sleep. I slept as the time is just half-past four. I woke up again when my brother gently shakes me to woke up.