the summer I will never forget

part 3

I did everything to make him feel okay eventually he was okay I don't know know what came over me I kissed him and pulled him back to bed and he kissed me like red kisses skarah. for the first time I felt something I had never felt it felt amazing.

then It was the next day summer was over we were parting ways

I cried while I gave him a kiss and he left but we didn't really introduce each other all I new was his name and on the way back home I kept thinking about him hoping he would call but he didn't.

then I arrived home. home felt very different I was missing the river and my mom noticed that I had a change of behaviour but didn't ask me. so I went to my room and tried to contact Kyle but I couldn't get through

then it was my graduation although I wasn't happy I just had to go to the graduation my mom excorted me. she saw I wasn't happy but she still didn't ask she was waiting for the perfect time to ask me.

Then I saw Ben and I didn't know what to tell him. he came to me and said " Denah how are you" I replied " am good and you" that moment felt very awkward.

then the results came and we both passed he asked " are we still going to the same college" I replied " I haven't decided. then I left then while looking for a college I met Ben's friend who told me that after our break up he has never been the same and he still loves me but during that time their was only Kyle in my heart

I went back home took out the camera and I started looking at all the photos we took. I started crying because I missed him a lot then I went outside to scream hoping he would come but this time he was gone for good and my mom came found me crying. she asked why are you crying I couldn't tell her anything because it would only remind her of dad.

because my dad also ghosted my mom and she promised herself she would never let me be in that situation so that was the biggest reason why she never wanted Ben to be with me so she always wanted to protect my heart so I didn't want to tell her about Kyle and me because I didn't want her to feel like she failed

so I tried again contacting him but no reply and I was tired so I gave up looking for him. my scholarship application arrived I went to Thailand started college then I found out that Ben was also going to that College and things between me and him were okay and I was lonely and I had to stay at that College

so with time we began talking and said he still loved me but I was scared to give my heart again so I told him I needed time to heal he asked me what I needed to heal but I couldn't tell him about me and Kyle

A year later Ben came and propose again this time I was ready and accepted his proposal and I went to tell my mom and she just smiled I promised her I would protect my heart then Ben made a big party for me all our friends and family members were there it was amazing but everything changed when Ben told us that he's childhood friend was here

then he called him out it was Kyle and I was shocked and I stood there in shock and frozen. Kyle came working to me and then Ben introduced me as his girlfriend.i saw right through Kyle that he was shocked and in pain

I wanted to comfort him so badly but then I remembered that I was Ben's girlfriend and the party continued. Ben asked him to sing and he sang ( can't let you go) I stood speechless knowing the song was for me.

but out of the Blue a girl named Sky entered and hurged him tight and she said " I know how much you love me so no matter what happens I will never let you go I love you so much Kyle"

out of curiosity I really wanted to know Why Kyle ghosted me but I didn't want Ben knowing so I asked indirectly were he was he's response was " in America

I felt so upset and betrayed so I left the party after a while he confronted me as to why I'm doing all this why did I betray him why didn't I wait for you my response was you left without a trace you ghosted me and I felt hurt so you have no right to ask me why I'm with Ben.

end plus you have a girlfriend so leave me alone do you know what hurts the most is that you left without a trace and then you suddenly come back into my life as it nothing happens so sorry but I've moved on and I'm happy where I am and you showed up with your girlfriend wow what a nice move.

he responded "well I didn't know that you're going to be here I came here for my friend because I know how much this day means to him. he has always told me about you not knowing that you are the same girl how I wish that I had known from the beginning but unfortunately life is like this".

I said"well if I only knew then I wouldn't have gotten myself in such a situation so guess what on the luckiest person because they did not end up with you so may you continue being happy. don't you dare remind me of the past I am happy where I am with him okay"