the summer I will never forget

part 5

And then Ben appeared and he hugg in front of Kyle for some reason I wasn't happy by his hug and then he embarassed me and he said "am the luckiest guy in the whole world cause I have you".

And we all left it was night after having dinner I went to my room. I sat down and started thinking about Kyle I don't know for some reason a part of me was waiting for him but I was Ben's girlfriend so I didn't want to do anything to ruin our relationship.

so I brushed it off I was about to sleep I heard footsteps and I went to check and found it was Ben I asked "what are you doing here" he replied " I missed you so I wanted to sleep here with you and talk for a bit" then I welcomed him and we sat..

he asked me " am I the only guy you've loved" I stood frozen for a while and I said "no"

he asked me but I was your first boyfriend so how come" I said"okay do you remember when we were on a break I met another guy who changed my whole life completely and I fell for him"

Ben said " is that the main reason you took long to respond to me right" "yes" I said"I fallen for him so hard"

"so does he have a chance of coming back into your life" Ben asked "no" I sad "he's my past" because I didn't want to hurt his feelings but here came the difficult part. I stood up to change into my night gown as I was putt it on

Ben came closer towards me and started caressing me. kissed me slowly and carried me on to the bed and started pulling off my gown but I don't know I began to see Kyle for a moment I was happy.

but when I Looked it was Ben and I pushed him away before anything could happen he asked if I wasn't ready and I said yes because truth to be told I felt nothing when he touched me. all I could remember was Kyle's touch.

then Ben asked me how long do you plan to be a virgin. I looked at him Lind near him and said " am not a virgin I broke my virginity that very summer I met him" ( in an angry voice) Ben said " what made you give in so easily I thought you were keeping it for me you said that in this life you would only have s*x with one man"

I said"no need to shout we were broken up he came into my life a rear of sunset so it not my fault if you bearing knew. do you know the di between you and him is that he understood me without even saying anything but you didn't we had been together since kinder garden bu all you ever talked about was your friend and what you wanted. so if you think I regret having s*x with him no cause for me we made love".

then Ben said" I don't know you anymore I think we need a break" and he stormed out of the room. I was so lonely that I needed some one to talk to I went to my mom she was fast asleep.

so I went outside to the beach and I found Kyle there he asked "what are you doing up this late" I can't sleep I replied. then Kyle said "I know something that will make you fall asleep in no time come with me" and then he pulled me into the beach and we started playing.

for a moment I forgot all about my worries he made me smile and being with was so nice even though I knew it was wrong. we continued playing and we fall down in water and we kissed. I felt my body moving in that kiss but he stopped and apologized saying it was his fault.

the moment become a bit awkward without knowing my mom saw me but she didn't approach us. then Kyle said. " let's just go back " then I sprained my ankle and couldn't walk he carried me and took me to my room his body was hot.

I felt like I could be in he's arms the whole time then we run into Ben he grabbed Kyle didn't talk to me and he left it was the next day I had prepared some games for us to play.

And for some reason Ben brought in a lie detector hoping to kick out the truth out of me but I was read the game began the first one to be asked was me and Ben was so eager to ask me. he asked*between him or my summer boyfriend who is the best" and since I couldn't lie I had to tell the truth I said my ex boyfriend"

everyone was shocked including my mom she asked "me you have a boyfriend when was that" I replied mom it was during summer I met this guy that changed my whole life. Mom said why didn't you tell me" I said sorry I didn't think it was the right time Kyle supplied and shocked then Ben asked " what's his name" but I couldn't tell him because I was scared the two friends may hurt each other I didn't want it to be a reason for their unique bond to break

so I said " when he is ready to reveal himself you guys will know him but Ben wasn't planning on giving up so he continued asking me questions in order for me to reveal who the man I was with during summer but I stayed strong. then Kyle asked Ben" you are asking about her ex why did you guys break up " Ben said yes for now but I want to learn that without me she's nothing