Myer’s POV
Like a piece of trash, I was being dragged away. I couldn’t even shout or ask why I was being dragged away.
Octavia had a smirk on her face, one that tries to pass a lot of messages while Alpha Ralph, continued to converse with the guard, giving them instructions.
Soon, we were out of the pack house, heading towards the dungeon opposite the pack house. “Where are you taking me to?” I asked, even though I do know where I was to be taken to.
“If you didn’t hear the Alpha clearly, then leave it.” The guard snarled.
There is something about the pack guards, they show mercy to no one, not even those that work together with them. Once, I heard that they don’t even keep families, just so they don’t grow soft.
And it is very bad, we are humans. Meant to show sadness and happiness when the time comes. The keys jingled and the cell was opened, before I could count to three, I was thrown into the cell and fell on my back.
A low growl left my mouth, due to the pain shooting up to my stomach. I held my stomach tightly, praying that nothing happens to my pup.
I might have gotten pregnant by the person that hates me and despises me, and that same person is my mate, so I have one thing to do, change his narrative and make him fall in love with me. “Yes, you can do it,” I assured myself, even though he has just thrown me into the dungeon, where dirty water dripped from the ceiling.
And there is probably that if rain falls, it will end up falling entirely on my body but I don’t care. My love for Alpha Ralph is growing more.
I was tired, and my eyes were beginning to close but I can’t fall asleep, for some reasons which I don’t know but I felt it in my gut.
I forced my eyes open, putting a hand on my stomach. “Hey, pup.” I greeted, a chuckle leaving my mouth seeing how stupid I am to think that I am talking to my stomach.
I am sure that I am not up to three months along. “Your mother might be weird but I want you to know, that I love you and h will do everything in my hold to keep you safe, this is my promise to you,” I promised.
Tears fell from my eyes and I had no idea. I quickly wiped it away, sniffing. The thought of having a child felt so unreal because ever since I stepped into this house, I have never imagined that I will conceive.
I was given some pills by the pack doctor when I first came here, which I had thought served as a contraceptive and I didn’t do anything out of my way to control this.
But either way, I am not regretting that it happened. I believe that this child will be the light of my eyes, it will serve as my inspiration and connection with Alpha Ralph, I can feel it.
Giving my tummy a gentle massage, my eyes fell on the tiny bed in the room. I stood up, heading there and I used my left hand to pat the bed. It was a bit dusty but it will do for the night or until whenever Alpha Ralph decided to let me out. “Well, it is better than the one in the maid station,” I said to myself.
The beds in the maid stations were made smaller than this. This bed here in the dungeon can take at least two people but the one in the maid’s station hardly comforts one person and we have to live up to that.
I was told that making complaints about it won’t change anything because Alpha Ralph doesn’t care about the comfort of those that work under him. Alpha Ralph only cares for two things, Octavia and also his poor mother who is still alive.
“I wonder what he will do when he finds out I am pregnant with his friend's pup,” I whispered to my stomach, rubbing it in a comforting way.
Realizing that doing that wouldn’t help me for even a bit, I lay on the bed, my back pressing into the hard surface and a growl left my lips. “It isn’t any better,” I mumbled.
I remained calm, hearing almost all the sounds coming from the dungeon. That’s one thing about me, I am blessed with ears. I can hear anything that is happening between two thousand feet and I haven’t let anyone find out.
I also know the reason why I am being locked here, even though the Alpha thinks I have no idea and I will continue to act like I have no idea. The footsteps that I was hearing from afar were getting closer and closer with each passing minute but the person also takes a stop.
Also, I could hear the sounds of two irons hitting each other. “What could that be?” I asked myself.
The sound was becoming disturbing even though I was going to soon find out, I was growing impatient and it was very much unlikely of me.
I sat up, stamping my foot on the cold floor and the chill went up to my head. I began to have a liking for sleeping on the floor, something no one would do, especially here, and also, the floors tend to get extra colder throughout the night.
It is a stupid and ridiculous thing to want to do but I was willing to give it a first try. I do blame my hormones for this because it is something I have never wanted to do. I have never welcomed the idea.
I was deep in thought, missing the steps of the person coming closer and I only lifted my eyes to see a guard, wearing a white apron.
He opened the door, ignoring the smile that I was giving him, and dropped the plate of food he was holding. “Thank you,” I said loud enough for him to hear me.
When he was gone, I looked at the food. I gagged seeing the contents of what was on the plate. It looked like rice pudding but made in a very poor way, and the side dish, which was a mango doesn't seem appealing. I don’t even like mangoes that much.
I pushed away the plate, drinking only the water. I went back to bed, thinking about if this would have happened to me if my mother was still alive. Also, would I want to be a mother that would put her child’s life in danger?
Never, I have promised myself that my child would have the best, even if it means me losing my eyes or anything, just so I can make my child happy, I would anything. For this pup, I will sacrifice a lot. “Don’t make so many promises Myer.” A voice in my head reminded me.
My tongue clicked together, as I shiver, not due to the cold but due to the voice in my head. Now, I am beginning to doubt if I can keep up with all these promises.
I nodded my head in the darkness. “It won’t be easy for you Myer but the least you can do is be happy and try to make your unborn child happy too. The time is coming.” I said to myself, giving my shoulders a tight squeeze.