The lost love

The Love confession

Michael's POV:

I was shocked to see the scene in front of me I saw Ian and Jack kissing they were passionately kissing Jack was leaning on the wall while Ian was in front of him holding him against the wall I can hear Jack moaning and my hurt just sank to the sight I can't see it anymore I turned to go back but suddenly I heard Jack wimpier and as I turned back to them Jack pushed Ian ... I was at a distance so they didn't notice me .as soon as Jack pushed Ian away ... Ian throws himself again on Jack ... now the passionate kiss seemed to be the struggle to get free ... I wanted to move towards them and save Jack then a thought froze me in my place .... I thought to myself "I must be imagining things he is not struggling he is enjoying and the whimper is real and it is the indication of joy" this alone thought can kill me .. and seeing Jack kissing someone is like someone stabbed me deep in my heart I was standing there hurting ... but next minute I was brought back to reality Ian while kissing Jack furiously reaches towards his pant's button and tried to unbutton it with one hand while holding Jack against the wall with his other hand Ian was heavier and muscular then Jack he can easily pin him Jack pushed Ian again .... but this time Ian throw a punch at Jack he punched him in his stomach Jack stumble and fell to the ground and before he can recover from the punch he kicked him hard ...I was standing ten-twenty feet away from them shocked and froze in my place ... Ian knelt down and put Jack in sitting position Jack was struggling but didn't have the energy to fight back and I saw Ian opening his own pant's button.... suddenly I came back to reality and reacted to the scene in front of me .... I quickly ran to them and called Jack's name Ian was froze to see me but I didn't give him the chance to move or run I grabbed him from Jack's side and punched him the hardest I can he fell to the ground I punched him, again and again, his face was bloody but I was angry to another level I want to kill him to touching Jack ... but Jack holds my hand "Mike ...Stop...It's enough ... Stop... " he was trying to calm me but I was furious .... then he grabbed my hand and pull me towards him now I was facing him ... "Mike calm down ....I am okay...It's okay... It's enough" ....I looked towards him his hairs were a mess and he had bleeding lip and he has traces of tears on his cheeks this site make me more furious and I again turned towards partially unconscious Ian ... "I will beat the s**t out of him... how dare he try to even come closer to you..... how can he try to touch you... "..but Jack didn't let my hand go " Mike enough man ... you already beat the s**t out of him... Stop please ..." he pleaded .... then tried again "I just want to get out of here ....can you please take me... " I saw his pleading eyes....  and let go of Ian and help Jack support his wait on me ...he was in pain due to the fight ... and I told him, "I told you 100 times to stop being fragile what if I didn't come he could have done so much Jack," he said "but you always came".. I tried to be reasoning to him "But what if didn't make it someday what then" .. I heard him laugh "Than you must train your self how to come quickly to me before something happen" but I became angrier "Don't joke ...around I am serious you are going with me to boxing club from tomorrow you have to learn self-defence.."this time he didn't say anything I help him in the passenger's seat then sit on my seat drive us to my apartment I bought my own apartment I don't want to live with my parents anymore and be free so I make them buy me a small apartment ... I make him sit on my bed and brought the first aid kit .."Your lip is still bleeding Jack .." I tried to clean his wound he asks " how did you find me ???... and did you came looking for me??"..I replied "Yes I came looking for you ... I was worried about you...Ian seems suspicious today when I was on the dance floor I was worried about you and the peanut situation so I was keeping an eye on you but I caught Ian keeping an eye on me and for a minute my attention diverted from you and another minute you guys were not there so I feel like finding you... why did you go to the alley" ... he replied "he tricked me he said his friend is in ally maybe smoking so if I like to go with him ..." I completed the sentence "and you go with him???" ...I looked in his eyes "he was a good friend I didn't have any suspicious on him so Yes I followed him but.... " he looked to the ground voice cracking ..I replied to him "When I come to the ally I saw you two kissing and It hurts me so bad and I was about to leave when I heard your voice you were not enjoying but pleading.."He cut me mid-sentence "why looking me and Ian kissing hurts you?? " he was confused I never knew I will be able to tell him ever or not but the thought of him being with someone else is I can't bear so I decided to tell him now ..." I....I.." for the first time I was hesitating, "I think... I...Like ....." I sigh hard ...... "Don't freak out? " I told him, "I think I like you....not just Like, I Think I Love You," I said it in one go this time and Jack was shocked to hear this .....