Enemies to lovers

I would say that the most beautiful boy on this planet is Brad Pitt, alas he is unaccessible to me for quite a few reasons, but the boy I've truly loved for years is Jacob, Jacob Selves. I've been in love with him since day one. He, unfortunately, most probably, doesn't feel the same way, and I would never know because I must be the most shy person on earth when it comes to these things. On the other hand I'm not scared to talk back to the people I dislike/hate, to be more clear, I'm not scared to talk back to Matt Pieterson, the only "enemy" I have really, because I'm not much of a hater, who also happens to be Jacobs best friend. "Daddy! Where's my backpack?!" "I don't know sweety, must me in the kitchen where you left it yesterday, while you were preparing your lunch!". It's the first day of school today, and it's always quite stressful. My mom and dad work from home, so they're alright normally, but my sister , Lily, and I stress them out because we always manage to lose something. I'm getting ready now, I'm putting a nice blue and white dress and a buttoned sweater on top because it's still a bit chilly, I've always loved fashion for as long as I can remember, I'm pretty sure I'll become a stylist or something, well that's what everybody says. Anyway, I finally found my bag, it was in the kitchen like daddy said. Lily goes to school with mommy by car, even if school is walking distance, I prefer going to school with my friend, Sarah. She's the kind of friend that's always there for you, and she really doesn't care if she hurts your feelings, she stands up to everyone and when I say everyone, it's true, once our teacher accused her of cheating, and she spoke back to him as if he was our age and then she stormed out of class and went home, she got suspended for a week, and I never asked if she really did cheat or not, I'm not really sure what to think, but we've always been there for each other, and get along really well, despite how different we are. I wait for her on the porch, and then, when she arrives we go to school together. I have a couple years left before I'm done with school, but I don't really want it to finish, that means I won't be able to see a lot of people anymore, like Jacob.