Michael kissed me and looking into his eyes I can see how he is so sad, but I can't take it anymore. I am not deserving of his life, I need to get away and move on.
" Michael I cant, I am not your woman you need, we cant"
" Just go back to me please, I will do anything just go back to me"
" I'm sorry I have to Michael, you deserve someone who is better than me"
I moved to the taxi and get inside, I become more further and further and never look back at him, he is my desire, my love but he can't accept it because of being care of himself and now I forgot to take care of myself which is I need to do it for my future, I think I am going to go back in the Philippines. I know this feeling will fade away, once I can't see him again, I hurt myself because of this damn love! that he cant provide it. He doesn't love. Never love me.
" Mr.? straight to the airport please"
" Okay ma'am"
I heard my phone ringing from Michael, but I never reach his calls instead I turn off my phone.
( Crazy in love by Beyonce )
You got me looking, so crazy my baby
I'm not myself lately I'm foolish, I don't do this
I've been playing myself, baby I don't care
Baby your love's got the best of me
Your love's got the best of me
Baby your love's got the best of me
Baby, you're making a fool of me
You got me sprung and I don't care who sees
Cause baby you got me, you got me, oh you got me, you got me
I look and stare so deep into your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row
It such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
And I still don't understand
Just how your love could do what no one else can
Got me looking so crazy right now
Your love's got me looking so crazy right now
Got me looking so crazy right now
Your touch got me looking so crazy right now (your love)
Hoping you'll save me right now
Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now (your love)
Looking so crazy in love
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love
Got me looking so crazy right now
Your love's got me looking so crazy right now
Got me looking so crazy right now
Your touch got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now (your love)
Looking so crazy in love
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Finally, for one hour in the taxi, I was already at the airport, I feel excited to see my family again and to start over again. I will forget my past and moved on, besides I have plans for my family in the Philippines I need to build a business, house, and good places I want to buy.
I finally get the ticket and I just wait for the time to go, for a couple of minutes its time to go as I moved, I heard someone calling my name, it is Sebastian! wait why?
" Jenna! why are you leaving without telling me?"
" I am so sorry Sebastian but I need to we already break the contract"
" I am sorry little girl, I will go with you"
" Are you insane? but you don't have a ticket?"
" f**k that ticket baby, tear that I have a private plane let's go?"
He grabs my hand and the guards help me to my luggage wait is he go with me to the Philippines?
" Sebastian? you cant"
" Why I cant? come on you are so silly you are just nervous little girl, so here we are its good to have a private plane you are relaxed and peace have some wine?"
" Th-thank you"
" Remember I want to know you more, and we don't know in your place we can create our own life"
" You being crazy well, thank you Sebastian for being a good friend you are always at my side"
My eyes start to fall down again because I was thought I don't have a friend in my life, feel hopeless and now he is here for me, to pamper me right now.
"It's okay to cry remember I am here little girl okay?"
" Thank you, Sebastian..."
" Well, you want some chocolates?"
I laughed when he offers me chocolates, he knows how to feel me better, I remember again Michael it's not my intention to think about him I am trying to forget him but my heart is so strong right now.
" So how's Michael? It's okay not to tell me what's going on baby girl, just be here when you are open to me already no rush okay?"
" We need to forget him because I don't really think of him again"
" You are right, I am excited to see the Philippines"
"You're so rich and you did not Philippines?"
" Well, I don't have a business...
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