What started out as a beautiful day is ending like, I don’t even know how its ending. I had the best Ace remembrance on Thursday, minimal pain of losing him, I had fond memories of him as I did some of his list. The icing on the cake was Ryan, that guy just knows all about pleasing my body and making me feel so comfortable, I still can’t get over the fact that we eased into each other, conversations, s*x, he was so homely and was already making me feel things I never knew I could feel and he was not bossy or pushy. Like Zee said ‘everyone wants a piece of your ass and if possible be called your man, you are a golden goose Sugar and they will go to the end of the earth to get make it happen’-I think I am starting to understand that now since Jared has been sending fresh flowers over every d
