I can't believe everything just came crumbling down just like that
What did I ever do to Whitney for her to play with my life like this
What's even the use of getting revenge she has already won
“Enough now please stop crying” mike say drawing small cycles on my back
I can't believe I'm now a full time orphan with no where to go
I listen to Mike's soothing words calming myself down until my sobbing dies and eventually stops
After I completely calm down mike takes my laggage away
He puts them In the boot of his car closing it
He comes over opening the passenger side door for me
He helps me settle down buckling my seatbelt for me
Mike jogs over to the driver's side start the car maneuvering it as we enter the main road
The entire trip is just a blur in my mind it's like I was there but I wasn't really there
I'm not even sure how we got home everything doesn't make sense it's all just a blur.
It has been over a week since the whole incident but I still remember it like yesterday
The whole thing just keeps on replying in my mind like a broken record
No matter what I do I can't seem to forget about it
When I try to sleep the memories hunt me in form of nightmares
I don't have any energy to do anything my mind feels like it's in auto pilot
It's like I'm watching my life like a third person
Every day passes by in a blur I no longer have any sense of time
I haven't even spoken to Cathy or Jason since the time we were celebrating finishing highschool now
I remember how happy and carefree I was now it just feels like a distant memory
“Come on Eve enough now you need to stop crying, y have cried enough”
Mike's voice brings me out of my thoughts I didn't even know I was crying
I wipe my tears using my shirt's sleeves I try to smile
“I know you are hurting but please just talk to me if you can't talk to me call Cathy”
I look at Mike as he hands me a brand new iphone XR
“Don't worry I already have set everything up and retrieved all the data from your old phone”
“Thanks Mike” trying to mask my pain
“Is it okay if I ask what happened that day”
I take a deep breath steadying myself of course I know what he means by “that day “
“You don't have to talk if you are not ready just know I'm here for you”
Mike says seeing standing up to leave. I think it's about time I confide in someone and there was no one better than Mike.
“When I told the drinks to VIP room 10” Mike stops walking and comes and sit next to me putting his hand on my leg giving it a gentle squeeze as a sign for me to continue
“I arrived at the door and knocked but there was no answer I tried again but nothing I thought maybe the person is just taking a shower so I entered the room was completely dark. I tried calling out but in the next moment I was pulled into a hard wall that's what I thought at first but it turned out to be a man. When I looked up I forcefully kisses I tried to scream but nothing since the VIP rooms are soundproof. I tried everything but he just threw me onto the bed , when I fought too much he tied my hands to the headboard. I screamed until no sound could come out of my mouth no matter what I did it was useless it was like a small ant trying to push a wall. I tried everything until I was tired but it wasn't enough I prayed beg but he still molested me.
I tried everything in my power it still wasn't enough
I screamed, begged, fought and prayed but it all still wasn't enough
He used me molested me and the worst part I didn't even see his face
After everything he just collapsed on top of me like a sack of potatoes “ my cheeks are wet now with tears it's more painful having to tell someone
Every word I say it feels like reliving those painful memories
“And to make it worse the people who were suppose to support me
Those who were suppose to demand justice for me threw me into the streets
They didn't give me a chance to explain they just produced false evidence against me
Saying I'm a prostitute and a disgrace
My very own father my blood said I should have died with my mom Mike
First I got molested then got chased out of my own house
I lost everything within seventy two hours
What am I suppose to do Mike living feels more painful than suicide “
I start rambling on and on about how I feel and Mike just let's me talk
He just pulls me into his chest hugging me whilst I pull my heart out
After a good few minutes of crying I finally relax a bit and surprisingly I feel better now
Mike wipes my tears kissing my forehead
“Listen Eve I can't tell you everything is going to be alright cause even I don't know what the future holds
All I can tell you is be strong you have to live don't give these people the satisfaction of seeing you broken
Show them how strong you are live until you laugh at those places you once cried “
I look at Mike listening to every word he says
And he is right I shouldn't just sit around sulking I should try to gather my life
I know it's going to be hard but I'm going to try everything in my power to make
All those who made me cry pay there going to get tenfold of everything I went through.