I don’t sit. Not right away.
Every instinct I have left screams at me to run, but my legs gave up on that idea three days ago. So I just stand there, swaying like a drunk, staring at the old woman across the fire as if she might vanish if I blink.
“Who are you?”
“My name is Yarrow,” she says, just like that. When I don’t respond, something flickers across her face—maybe disappointment or just recalculating. “Of course they wouldn’t have told you. Ashwood hides what it’s ashamed of, and your bloodline got buried long before you were born.”
“My bloodline is omega.” The word still tastes like dirt. “Weak stock. That’s what he called me. In front of the whole pack.”
“Is that so?” She doesn’t look impressed. She picks up the second cup and holds it out across the flames. “Sit. Drink. You look like you crawled out of a grave, and I didn’t pour two cups for fun.”
My empty stomach makes the decision before my pride can argue. I sit.
The tea tastes like bark and something sharp underneath, but the warmth hits my chest instantly, loosening some of the dead weight that’s been there since the ceremony. I wrap both hands around the cup as if it’s the only real thing left.
“You said fire,” I mutter, watching her over the rim. “You said you felt it wake up.”
“I did.” Her pale eyes don’t waver. “Three nights ago. I felt something old stir in these woods for the first time in longer than you’ve been alive. I’ve been waiting on that fire a long time, girl.”
“I don’t understand.”
“No, you wouldn’t.” She leans forward. The firelight makes her look sharper, almost fierce under all that silver hair. “What did they tell you growing up? That your mother’s line was weak? That omega blood runs thin and useless, only good for begging scraps from some Alpha?”
My throat closes up. “Yeah.”
“They lied.” She says it flat, as if she’s stating the weather. “Your mother’s line wasn’t weak. It was hidden. Suppressed generations back by wolves who were scared of what it might become if it ever woke up. Do you even know your mother’s real name before she married into that pack and let them sand it down?”
I was eight when she died. They called it fever. I still remember how the talking stopped whenever I walked into a room. “No.”
“Lucienne,” she says, and the name sounds holy. “Of the old Nightshade line. Wolves who walked these hills before the first Alphas ever peed on the trees and called it territory. Wolves the moon favored, back before rank mattered more than truth.” Her eyes pin me in place. “Your mother buried that name to keep you and your sister safe. It worked for eighteen years. Until that rejection cracked the seal and let the fire out.”
I sit perfectly still. Somewhere behind my ribs, right where the bond tore open two nights ago, something answers with a low, warm hum.
“That’s not possible,” I whisper. Even as I say it, my body betrays me.
“Isn’t it?” Her mouth curves, not quite a smile. “When he rejected you—when that bond ripped apart—did it feel like something in you was dying? Or did it feel like something finally waking up?”
I remember the forest floor. The strange heat crawling under my skin. The silver light in my palms right before everything went black. The voice in my head that didn’t sound scared at all.
Not weak. Never weak. And he knows it.
“Waking up,” I admit, so quietly I almost don’t hear myself.
“There it is.” She sits back, satisfied. “The Nightshade line doesn’t break like other wolves do, girl. It doesn’t shatter when it’s thrown away. It ignites. You were never weak. You were just asleep—kept that way on purpose by people who knew exactly what you’d become the second you weren’t.”
“Then why—” My voice cracks, anger finally breaking through the grief. “Why let me grow up thinking I was worthless? Why let him humiliate me in front of everyone if none of it was true?”
“Because your mother thought a hidden Nightshade was safer than a hunted one.” For the first time, her face softens just a bit. “And sometimes the only way to c***k a seal that old is to break it open. You needed that rejection, cruel as it sounds.”
I stare into the fire. Something shifts inside my chest. Not healed—grief doesn’t work that fast—but pointed in a new direction. Like a compass finally settling.
“Teach me,” I say.
Her smile turns sharp. “I intend to.” She stands with an easy strength that doesn’t match her age and holds out her hand across the dying flames. “It’ll take two years to wake what’s sleeping in you, and every day of it is going to hurt worse than that rejection. But when it’s done, you’ll walk back into that pack a woman even an Alpha King’s nightmares couldn’t prepare him for.”
I look at her hand for a long second. Then I reach out and take it.
Somewhere back in the pack house, lit by dying torchlight, I have no way of knowing that Alpha King Damian Cross will wake that same night from a dream he can’t explain—the feeling of something vast and burning just out of reach, calling his name in a voice he’ll spend the next two years trying to forget.
He won’t succeed.