Being His Mate

Chapter 13

Sitting in a corner in my room I just stare at the balcony, seeing as it gets darker as hours pass by.

The grandfather clock inside of my room rang and I covered my ears because it echoed around the room, I hissed and closed my eyes, I should have gotten rid of that thing.

Useless clock, I can't even know what time it is with its letter thingy numbers.

I stood up and ran a hand through my noted hair, I went out of my room and padded down the stairs, bare-footed and went to the kitchen taking a small tub of ice cream from the fridge and a spoon from the drawers before walking out and walking towards the living room but stopping at the archway.

I stood there rigid and my hand clenched around the spoon tightly, I clenched my jaw hearing the familiar voices.

Sean.

and my father.

The hell that Sean boy doing here?

Sighing, I stepped in, for my presence to be known.

Sean's gaze flicked to mine and he smiled, waving slightly and I rolled my eyes, "What is he doing here?" I ask and my father's gaze snapped towards me in alarm before it softened.

"Emily, sweetie-" I cut him off with a snort, "- I asked Sean here to keep an eye on you while you're at school," he paused his gaze glancing at Sean before it comes back on me.

He cleared his throat, "I know you are great friends-" I cut him off when I slam the tub of ice cream on the glass coffee table making a slight crack noise.

My father turned silent and stared at me.

I should have thrown the tub of ice cream but it would be a waste so I just slammed it.

"Friends?" I ask, disbelief coating my tone.

My father swallowed, his adams apple bobbing up and down.

"You know what happened! You know what he did! But you still call us "friends"?!" I yelled using air quotes.

Is he daft? Retarded? Stupid? Has damned amnesia?!

"You know he broke my heart but you still consider us friends?!" I shriek and he looked guilty while Sean just lowered his eyes, ashamed.

He better be.

I sighed, shaking my head, "You know what? Whatever, tell him to "guard" me, I don't care. But I can't promise you that Sean would be alive at the end of the week." I hiss and before taking my exit I saw Sean swallow, afraid, and I smirked, taking my ice cream before making a dramatic exit.

* * *

Parking my car, I step out, dramatically, May I add.

A black heel first before the other, stepping out, revealing my sun kissed legs and my black leather skirt that stopped mid-thigh.

My red v-neck tucked in the skirt, I slipped my bag on my shoulder and sighed.

It's been a long time since I dressed like, myself.

My hair in a pony tail but my face with light make-up, the make-up covering my freckles and tinting my lips red.

Some gave me shy glances and instead of the girls scowling at me, jealous, they stared at me in awe.

I feel good, I thought while rolling my shoulders back.

Sophia isn't with me because when I went by her house she already left with Jax, I think a crush is growing.

My eyes searched through the parking lot until it fell on my friend's brown hair with electric-blue highlights.

She's arguing with Jax, obviously by the scowl on her face.

I walked towards them, my head held high and smirked at Jax when Sophia got the last word, "Lover's quarrel?" I teased smiling, I bet my white teeth stood out from my red tinted lips.

Sophia's gaze snapped towards me and she rolled her eyes, "Lover's my ass." I shrugged, hooking my around hers and pulling her away from Jax and the spot where they had their lover's quarrel.

We walked through the hall but I didn't really walk that much because Sean stood in front of me, blocking my way, I now scowled at him.

Is he blind to see that someone's walking through here?

"We need to talk." he said and I rolled my eyes, walking past him, pulling Sophia along with me.

He's not ruining my mood this early.

"Emily," he sighed, snatching my wrist and I turned towards him glaring at him coldly, "Don't call me that, you have no right." I hissed and he tightened his hold on my wrist making me hiss in pain in my mind.

I show no weakness.

The hallways are empty and I think Sophia already left me to deal with this fucker, Traitor.

"I'm sorry, okay!" he yelled making me angrier, "You have no right to yell at me! I'm the one who's supposed to be angry!" I yelled at him pushing him back making him stumble a bit but he held his ground.

How dare he come back after he left.

How dare he think everything's okay when it isn't.

and how dare he think that I can accept him back after he broke me.

He pinched the bridge of his nose, "Okay, I'm sorry, Emily. I really am." he apologized and I looked at him bitterly, "You don't know what you're sorry for, do you?" He shook his head, guilty and I rolled my eyes turning around to get to class when he stopped me again.

"Is it because of me leaving?" he asked softly.

No, Sean, not only that.

* * * * *

I watched as Sophia threw the ball at a guy and started running around, trying to not get tackled by one of these jocks.

How can this be a sport when you just throw a ball around and run?

I don't get it.

When Jax made a touchdown Sophia took of her helmet, her hair damp with sweat and her face matted with dirt.

She looked at me and gestured that she would just take a shower so I nodded, swinging my legs back and forth while waiting.

We would go to the mall to buy clothes because Sophia's little brother burned some again, leaving her only with jeans and a few shirts.

At least Sophia's brother didn't burn her undergarments or she'll go Commando but I think going commando wouldn't faze her because she has this huge ego and she mostly boasts about her rack and ass.

I mean, when you have it don't hide it, am I right?

Someone sat next to me and I craned my neck to look up at a smiling Sean.

What does he want this time?

"I'm sorry." he apologized again but I ignored him, taking out my vibrating phone.

Sophia texted me.

Sophia: Rain check, Sorry, I'll make it up to u.

I sighed, standing up and walked to the parking lot but I feel Sean following me, spiking my irritation.

I'm not fragile to have a body guard for Pete's sake!

I don't know what's going on in my father's head by giving me a body guard but he'll get an ear full from me when I see his sorry ass.

Sean held on to my wrist and turned me around for me to give him a glare, "This is the second time, Sean!" I hissed at him, pulling my wrist from his grip and taking a step away from him.

It disgusts me to even be with him for a second.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry for leaving, I'm sorry for breaking up with you through text! I'm sorry that you had to see me kissing a different girl, I'm sorry!" He said, his eyes pleading and sad that it almost made me forgive him.

Almost.

I clenched my fist and sent a blow to his nose making him stumble back and clutch his bleeding nose, he groaned in pain wiping the blood off his hands and on to his shirt and clutched his nose again.

I punched his chest again and again until my knuckles ached and bruised up, he held on to my wrist to stop me from punching him and I panted.

My chest rising up and down and I glared at him through my lashes.

"I'm sorry." he apologized again and I pulled my wrists away from him, "I hate you."

"I'm sorry."

"I hate you for leaving me."

"I'm sorry."

"I hate you for breaking up with me through text."

"I'm sorry."

"I hate you for kissing another girl after we broke up."

He sighed, "I'm sorry." his voice sounded weak and pleading but I ignored it.

"I hate you for breaking my heart." my voice cracked at the end and he placed a hand on mine and I pulled away from him like he burned me and he looked pained.

"And I hate you for taking away my innocence."