CHAPTER 31
After Thomas left, I debated on whether or not to venture out of the room. There was a tug inside of me that urged me to go find Jase, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I didn’t want to look at him, lying there unconscious in a bed somewhere. He was too full of life, too vibrant and joyful to be forced into darkness as I had been so much over the past few weeks.
Even though I knew Thomas was probably right about taking care of myself and getting rest, I fought against it. I was done sleeping.
The feeling that I was somehow the cause of Jase’s predicament continued to nag at the back of my mind. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I’d somehow caused this and I was at war within myself. Part of me wanted to run to him, and part of me wanted to run away from him.
I decided
