RIDE WITH YOUR BLICK

As Kayla stood in the doctor office, staring at the letter the doctor just gave her. She got to thinking of the life she was living; that lead her up unto this point. Her bestfriend, for over 18 years, Jamyra, was there to comfort her. Wishing she can do more. Jamyra: "Girl, don't even stress yourself too much. What's done is done. You can't change the past." Kayla: "b***h I know I can't change the past. I just wish I never started f*****g with that dumbass nigga, Brandon." Brandon was a guy Kayla got caught up with. Just under a year now.Kayla had been in and out of four relationships this year alone! First, it started with James, ''The Player'', the love of her life; as Jamyra put it. They both get a good laugh everytime. James was as slick as a can of oil. As my daddy used to put it. He was the type of conman that didn't want money but the nympho type. He can talk you out yo painties, when he just told you he slept with one of your friends! It's weird actually when you think about it. Lets just say God was a lil careful when he made him. Second, it was Eric, '' Dreamer Boy .'' If it wasn't for his mother dying; back in new york and forcing him to move back... They might've actully worked. Eric was all that! Everything a woman can ask for. Good looks and has the three C's. Car, Crib and Credit. Plus a tongue game that's possessed by the devil. If you know what I mean. Then it was Shaun . ''The Hustler.'' Kayla loved Shaun but wasn't "in love" with Shaun. Shaun was the type of person you can fall in love with but he wouldn't fall in love with you. He was to busy in the streets and that's how he got his nickname ''STREETS!" That's another story. Last but not least, it was Brandon, ''My Babydaddy.'' Brandon was a liar, a cheater and everthing else you can think of. But somehow it was like he was a drug and I needed to take it. I hated him and I loved him at the same time. It was just too much to handle. Kayla: "Jamyra let's just go because that b***h ass nigga knew what the f**k he was doing." Jamyra: "b***h you did to. Hell, yall both did. So you just can't blame him." Kayla: "You taking his side, what you f*****g him or something?" Jamyra: "b***h I'm not taking no side. All I'm saying is, suck that s**t up. It's not even about yall no more.Its about wats growing in your stomach." Kayla put her head down knowing her friend was right. Kayla: "I know girl. It's just that I wasn't ready. I don't even know if I can be a good mama. I mean I watch Lil J.D. and Shamya for you but I can always give them back.No offense girl." Jamyra: "I wish I can just give them away that easy too but b***h it don't work like that." They both shared a laugh as they walked to the elevator. Exiting the elevator in the hospital parking lot garage, Kayla pulled out her phone to text Brandon as they walked in silence to Jamyra car.