MIDNIGHTT (cursed)

PROLOGUE He laughed again for the third time and I felt so stupid. "wait, wait" you thought I loved you", he said, laughing again and I felt so humiliated. I actually thought he did. I had no idea he was just playing with my emotions and tears started falling from my eyes. "Oh don't cry" he said laughing once again and I hated him so freaking much, I thought to myself, but I knew it was a lie I couldn't hate Jaxon, even after what he was doing right now but I was sure I didn't love him anymore or did I...... **** CHAPTER 1 ONE YEAR LATER SNOWCITY COLLEGE The sound of a vehicle speeding on the road could be heard as loud as ever… It was another cold night after partying with my 'friends' whom I knew I didn't belong with, we were totally different. I had no idea what was wrong with me, Daddy would freak out if he found out what his precious little angel was engaging in, I wanted to make him proud, always did but he would be disappointed if he saw me now. He had divorced mum because of her drinking and sultry life, he had thought his love for her would make her quit but he was damn was he wrong. He had won the case and was proven to be the better parent so I stayed with him, he did everything he could to make me happy, he gave me whatever I wanted and I loved him so much, if he ever found out that I was in school partying all night with random people he would lose it. Here I was in a car filled with the people I called friends. I was acting just like my mum partying all night and coming home drunk except that I don't drink. I guess it's in the blood. Jaxon places his hand around my bare shoulder. I was wearing one of Tiffany's stupid skimpy gowns and I felt uncomfortable, not to mention the car was tight and though the roof was up, you could still smell the scent of sweat and armpits. "If you're that uncomfortable Jennifer, you can always hop on Jaxon's thighs,he would love that" Tiffany joked but all I heard was mockery. How could four people fit in this small back seat?!. I returned with the best fake smile I could muster. "I don't think it's a bad idea" Jaxon smirked rubbing my shoulder making me squirm in irritation. Of course, he didn't think it was a bad idea "No it's okay I'm fine" I smiled trying to move away from him without making it obvious but I didn't succeed and they all laughed. "So Ariana is having a birthday party tomorrow" Maddie cheered and I sighed glad they had moved the topic away from…. "Are you coming Jenna?" Maddie asked poking her head from the front seat. "I'm not sure I still have a lot to study and I've missed many classes" I tried to convince them and it was silent for a second before they all laughed. "You should totally come" Jaxon smiled at me like that would make me come. "Yeah and stop being a nerd" Tiffany scoffed making all of them laugh again. Yep, these were my friends. They find me boring and make fun of everything I do. I fake smiled at all of them. "So are you going to come? besides reading is so boring" Pete drummed on the steering wheel. "I don't th…" "She'll come," Jaxon said, interrupting me and pulling me closer to him. Did he just? Was he being serious right now, who the hell did he think he was to make decisions for me, we weren't even dating or anything. I pulled away from him. "No I'm not going" I frowned and he chuckled a bit, staring at me. "Yeah you are" he glared at me with those dark green eyes, he wasn't smiling. What the hell was wrong with him, if I didn't want to go I didn't have to. "No, I'm n...." "Just shut it Jenna" he groaned, cutting me off once again, smirking as he kissed my cheek. "You're coming, okay?" he stated brushing his thumb over my lower lip and I just stared at him. I never understood him, I never understood my so-called friends. They acted weirdly in a way I couldn't pinpoint. I knew I had to make better friends because if I kept hanging out with them I was sure to get into trouble but they were the only people I knew. After a while of driving we appeared at the dorms and Maddie came down. I was about to follow suit but I was stopped by Jaxon who pulled me back and kissed me. I froze for a moment then he pulled back and smiled. "See you tomorrow babe" he muttered and I stared at him for a few seconds confused before coming down from the car. He was really insane if he thought anything was going on between us or if anything could happen between us. I agree he was tall, handsome,sexy with dark green eyes and an amazing stature, soft fluffy brown hair, but he was way out of my league and I doubted if Jaxon would ever date someone like me in the name of love.