The true mate

Chapter 10 (+18)

Chapter 10

Liz's POV

We're laying in the bed breathing heavily, our bodies all sweaty. It's not even 2pm and that was the third time today we had s*x. My whole body is on fire, I can't help it and Matthew isn't complaining either. I kiss him of his jaw and nuzzle my head in his neck. I can smell his scent, it's so strong. I have to take a deep breath to stop myself from going any further. I really want to have a talk with him, but this whole thing with mating is driving me crazy. My head is spinning, I can feel butterfly feeling in my core and my body wants more.

„Matthew...“ I moan his name, which makes him look at me with big eyes.

„Yeah, baby?“ He smiles sweetly at me and caresses my cheek. His touch is so soothing and arousing. I need him inside of me- No! You need to talk to him! Keep it in your panties... well, when you actually put some on. I get out of the bed and run in the walk-in closet to find something to wear. I put on some panties and Matthew's black t-shirt, which is more like a dress on me. I walk out and see Matt kneeling on the bed with worried look.

„Something happened? You ran so fast out of the bed-... what?“

Aside from the worried look, the thing that really matters to me now is that he's fully naked, kneeling on the bed, with his member, chiseled body and mess of hair right in front of me, ready for me to take him. His jaw is clenched, the stubble on his face reminds me of his head in between my legs, just a few minutes ago. I'm sure I'm gonna have a beard burn on my thighs.

„No. No! Put some clothes on!“

Matthew looks at me a bit shocked, but goes slowly in the closet. I just shake my head and go to the kitchen to make some coffee.

After a few minutes he comes downstairs in his gray sweats, but no t-shirt on. Of course. I look at him with an angry look and roll my eyes.

„What? It's hot here.“

„That is not the reason why you're half naked and we both know it. I can see your little friend through your pants.“ I point at the visible tent forming in his pants, but he only chuckles and comes closer to me. His strong arms hug me and he looks me in the eyes with a smile on his face.

„And who's fault is it, hm? By the way, you know he's not little.“ I can hear him chuckle.

„Stop it, please. We need to talk, I have questions.“

Matthew nods and pulls away from me, which makes me want his touch on my body back instantly, but I know that it would make it even harder for us to focus. Matthew fills himself a cup of coffee and nods his head to the direction of the living room. We both go there and sit on different ends of the couch facing each other.

„Ok, ask.“

I take deep breath in and think for a while. „There is so much that has happened since I met you, and even before. Since I was a kid, I had these visions. You know what I've been dealing with, you saw it in my dream. That... thing, that I felt once, or the spirit, that showed itself to me, when I was little. The older I get the more powerful these things are and... they have darker aura. What you saw in the dream, I wasn't able to see it with my own eyes, but I saw it inside my head. You said that a witch connected to me, because you had a feeling I might be one, but you never said, what was her verdict. Am I or am I not a witch?“

Matthew looks at me with a pointed look and nods his head. I shake my head slightly and look on the floor, but not for long. Matthew sits closer to me and holds my hands.

„Liala, that's her name, said that you are from The Moon Temple coven. Noone has heard of them for centuries. They had probably the greatest powers. They worshiped The Moon Goddess, just like us. The Moon and the whole nature were their source of power. There are different covens out there, depending on the powers each witch possesses. Laila is from The Moon Siren coven, they are amazing healers."

I quickly cut him off. „But I don't even know any other witch. I didn't learn witchcraft.“

Matthew smiles at me and nods his head. „I'll talk to my father's friend and ask Laila if she could talk to you.“

I look at our hands and start to play with his fingers. „Is your whole family like you?“

„You mean, are they werewolves?“

I nod again.

„Yes. My father was the Alpha of my brother's pack, the Blue Moon pack, my mother was the Luna. Some 25 years ago the Alpha council heard of an Alpha who treated his pack members terribly. They sent my father as a nearest neighbour to check up on the situation, and what he found was a pack on the edge of collapse. The Alpha was beating the members, even raping women. So my father challenged him for the leadership of the pack and won, but was badly injured. His closest ally Alpha William called his healer to help my father.“

„...Laila.“

Matthew nods and continues with the story. „The Alpha lost his mate 4 years before my father took over, due to a rogue attack. The only thing that was left after his beloved mate was his son, he was 5 years old at that time. My father took him in, but he never fit in, he never forgave my father and didn't listen when my father told him what happened. He just didn't want to believe it. The old Alpha only cared about his son. He was the only thing that mattered to him. The kid ran away when he was about 10, we never heard of him. My father sent a search party, but nothing. After father retired he decided to split our pack in two parts. My brother has the original part and I have the new one.“ Matthew sighs heavily. „You know about rejection, what happens to werewolves after rejecting their mate, it's the same what happens after losing a mate. Because we feel our emotions deeper than humans, our being is not able to deal with the grief and loss of our beloved mate. Our mate is a half of our soul, especially women mates, they represent compassion and love, without her our wolf takes over and our worst traits overpower our humanity. I could feel it myself once, I neglected my duties as an Alpha at one point, but when my father noticed the change in my behavior he reminded me of the previous Alpha.“

„Wait. But you haven't lost your mate.“ I look at Matthew and he looks on the floor with hurt in his eyes.

„I... I had a mate... Zoe.“

Zoe? Isn't that Brendan's wife's name? „Zoe?“

Matthew looks up at me with heavy eyes and nods. „My brother's mate.“

What? But how?... She rejected him? Or he rejected her? She was his mate? What am I then? No, calm down. There is an explanation, don't make the same mistake and jump into conclusion. „Matt. You promised to tell me everything. What happened?“

Matthew leans his body in the back of the couch. He then picks me up, puts me on his lap and hugs me around my hips. „I rejected her. When I found out she's my mate it didn't feel right. When she turned 18, she didn't feel the bond strongly either, she said herself that it doesn't feel real. We didn't even mate together. Two years later when my brother came to visit for my birthday they realized they were mates and I rejected her, so that they could be together.“

„But how? I thought you could have only one mate.“

„Yes, that's true. But in some cases there is a second chance mate. They are very rare, only few werewolves find their second chance mate, only if they deserve it and their intentions of rejection are pure and The Moon Goddess blesses them. It happened to me and Zoe. We were not destined to be together, but only to push each other to our real mates. To our True Mates. Actually, she didn't even wanna go to the birthday party that day she found out my brother is her mate, but I convinced her to go. If she didn't come, she would have to wait to meet my brother months later. And here in Ottawa, I didn't want to come here to this meeting. I was thinking about making up some excuse, but Zoe told me to come. If it wasn't for each other, we wouldn't find our True Mates.“

Matthew's POV

I wait for Liz to say something, but she's quiet. She's processing everything I just said. I know it must be hard to hear it, especially now when she knows about werewolves and how important Mate is for us.

„So... I'm your second chance mate.'' She looks a bit disappointed and even angry. „My whole life I was someone's number 2. Even now, when I make myself believe that I am just a little bit special I am a second chance.“

„Yes, but you are way more. You are my True Mate.“

„What does that even mean?“

I look in her eyes and then kiss her forehead and connect it with mine. I put my hand behind her neck and close my eyes. „Don't you understand? I was never supposed to be with Zoe, our bond was not real. True Mate is our real mate, our destined love. Our soulmate. You are my other half, you are my partner, my best friend, you were made for me and I was made for you... f**k, even the thought of you leaving me is unsufferable. When I thought you're gonna reject me, my heart hurt so much. You are mine. Mine! And I am yours! Forever.“ I look at her and it looks like she finally understands. „You are special, you always were, because you are mine, no one else's.“ I kiss her deeply and hug her tighter, so she can feel how serious I am. „I know this is all new to you, I understand. If it takes my whole life to show you how much you mean to me and for you to understand how much I love you, than be it.“ I know she has insecurities, but I won't let them take her away from me. I kiss her again and lay her down on the couch. I push myself up and look at her face. Her eyes are so beautiful, her lips are still a bit swollen from all the kissing today and her cheeks have a slightly rosy colour. I know she's really trying to hold herself back now, and I respect it. She wants answers, but so do I. I comb her hair and lay down on my left side looking at her. „Do you have any other questions?“

She shakes her head. „Not for now. When something comes to my mind I'll tell you.“

„Alright, I have a question for you. Kris said that you have some scars from the past relationships. What happened?“

She takes an exhausted sigh and propes herself on her elbows. She doesn't look very happy that I asked, but she speaks up anyway. „My first ever relationship was one sided. The guy basically wanted me just for s*x. I was a virgin at that time and when he was touching me and asked him to stop and he did, until one time when he didn't.'' She cuts off her telling and looks at me.

„He raiped you?!“ I can feel the anger in me raising. I didn't expect her to be a virgin when I met her, she's 25 for god's sake, but I really didn't expect this either.

„I was 17. I really liked him and I thought I'm ready, but when he...“ she sighs again „when he wanted more, I got scared and asked him to stop, but he said he had enough patience with me and deserved something. After a few minutes of me begging him to stop and crying he let me go. I didn't date for years after that, until I was 19, I met a great guy, I was studying at University. We had a lot in common, we would meet everyday, cook together, watch movies and after a few months we decided to try it in a relationship. He helped me with my fear of intimacy and s*x. He didn't push me to do anything. He led me and showed me how to trust and enjoy myself. But we broke up after 9 months. He said that it was great, but in reality I was just a bridge for him to get to someone better, and he did.“

„I am not like these guys.“

„I know you're not.“ She smiles at me.

„The last guy... I was 21, we knew each other for years. We had a bumpy relationship. Once when he had his tantrum, he locked me in his room and screamed at me for 20 minutes. I broke up with him after that, he begged me to get back together, claiming that he loved me and he changed. I don't know why I agreed. We moved in together, it was quite good. But when he started to talk about babies and showed me an engagement ring I knew I couldn't do it, that I didn't love him. So I ended it with him, and a week later I saw him with another girl. Mutual friend told me, that he's been seeing her for months at that time already.“

„I want to find them all and break their spines.“

„Baby, believe me when I say that nothing like this is gonna happen ever again. I will never hurt you.“ I turn her body to mine and hug her laying on her side. She tugs her leg between mine and looks me deep in the eye. „You are mine, the only thing I'll ever let you feel is happiness, I promise.“

She tells me she knows and kisses me. „Ou, I just realized. It's probably a weird question, but what do you call your wolf spirit?“

I look at her surprised and then laugh. „I don't call him anything. When he makes me angry I call him puppy, but that's just from me. My wolf and I are one person, just different personalities. My name is his name. I know it's a bit confusing, but everything I feel he feels, the only difference is that the one who's in the lead feels more intensely.“

She nods and looks in my left eye. „Today, while you marked me, your left eye was black. That was him and you, both in sync right?“

I smile at her and nod. She did really try to get some information about us. Even after the attack and the fight she was already trying to understand us.

„I read a lot last night. I know about your pack system, mates and some other stuff. And just for your information I was never going to reject you. After I read the book I felt terrible for screaming at you. I know I hurt you and I'm sorry for that. I love you, Matthew and I'm sorry that I hurt you. You and your wolf.“

„She loves us.“

I couldn't be happier, I kiss her deeply and turn her so that she's laying on her back. I lower myself on her and put some of my weight on her. I can smell that she's getting excited again. But then she stops and pushes me slightly away from her.

„Can I see him?“

„My wolf?“

She nods and I stand up.

„Go outside. She wants to see me, finally.“

„Ok, calm down.“

I go to the terrace and then further to the garden. I look at Liz standing on the terrace watching me curiously. „He can't wait.“ I smile at her and she gives me a wide smile back.

I change into my wolf form in a second. The wind is blowing through my black fur, it feels great. I hear Liz coming closer. She doesn't look scared at all. She comes closer and touches me. She's smiling and looking at me in astonishment. „You are beautiful.“ She comes even closer. I can see the size difference between us. Even as a human I am a foot taller than her, as a wolf her head is right under my head and I have to bow my head to look in her eyes.

„She's so small, so fragile. So perfect.“

„She is.“

„Give me control. I want to spend some time with her. Alone.“

I gotta be honest, I don't want to give him full control, but he's right. It was just yesterday when she was scared of him. They need to bond.

„Alright. But let her know. Make sure she knows.“

After that I retrieve in the back of his mind. His wolf form and my human form are now his.

Matthew's wolf POV

I can feel Matthew retrieving. It's been a while since he gave me full control. I move away from our mate and look at her. She looks at me with a puzzled look, but then realizes what happened. She keeps looking in my eyes with deep intensity. She tilts her head to the right and then back.

„Matthew's not here right?“

I shake my head.

She looks at me with a smug smile. „Puppy?“

She's lucky she's my mate, but I still growl silently. She only laughs and hugs me. „I know it's you, but I want to call you something. Calling you Matthew sounds wrong, I don't want you to think I'm only talking to your human counterpart.“

She's so amazing. We are equal with my human part, but she still takes my feelings into account. Only because she can't see me usually. I shake my head and look at her.

„You're ok with that?“

I nod.

„Alright then. Nice to finally meet you Matthew.“

We're sitting on the grass, she's petting my fur. I've never let anyone touch my fur, nor pet me, I'm not a house animal. But from her, it feels delightful. I can feel her emotions now. She's happy. I'm sure she can feel how wonderful this is for me. She looks at me and starts to lower her head to mine and kisses me on top of my head. I nuzzle my head closer to her and eventually lay my head on her legs. The wind blows and with it her scent. Lavender and snow. And her arousal from earlier. She must be still fighting with the mating process. Women werewolves don't have that strong will to suppress their desire, but she, as a witch, is stronger than any other creature. But that doesn't mean she should be holding back. We were waiting for her for a long time and she loves us.

I pull my head away a bit and stick my snout under her t-shirt. She looks at me for a while, but doesn't do anything, so I move closer to her core and stick my tongue out of my mouth. To that she jumps up a bit and looks at me angrily.

„Not in this form.“ and shakes her head.

„Alright then.“

I stand up and after a second I turn into my human form, but with the difference that my eyes have my wolf eye colour, black.

Lizzy jumps up and looks around and then at me with annoyed look. „You are naked, someone could see you.“

I come closer to get and put my hands on her hips and pull her closer to my body. „And you don't like that thought, do you? And you said not in wolf form, so I'm gonna take you in this one.“ without wasting a second I throw her over my shoulder, she's trying to get down, but I know she likes it. Her core is so close to my face, I can smell her arousal strongly.

„I'm not gonna hold back.“

I sit her on the wood garden table on the terrace and take her t-shirt off. I take her breast in my hands and squeeze. She's so perfect. Her skin is so soft. Last night when we marked her, my senses and thoughts were in sync with my human counterpart, but this is different, this is all me. I can have her all for myself. I immediately attack her neck and give her mark a small bite. For mates, biting their mark is like an aphrodisiac. She holds my head in place and hugs my hip with her legs. My right hand goes down her belly until it touches her panties. I pull away and look at her. I kiss her deeply and with one swift motion I tear the panties from her body and touch her core. She's so warm. I step away from her and look at her.

Her cheeks are rosy and I can see an embarrassment on her face. She covers her breasts and closes her legs. „No. I want to look at you.“ I come a bit closer to her and take her hands. I put them on the table and spread her legs open. „Don't you ever cover yourself from me. You are beautiful.“ She looks so hot spread here for me. I can't take it any longer. I get her inside the house and start to kiss her neck, I'm gonna give her more love marks on her neck and her breasts. I can feel her legs weakening, she's moaning in my ear. I pick her up by her ass and throw her legs around my hips. My member is fully aroused and can feel her wetness.

„We're not going upstairs, I'm gonna have you here.“ I lower us down, kneel on the floor and slowly lay her on the fluffy carpet. I kiss her on her lips and bite. She whines and takes my d**k in her hands and squeezes. I growl at her, but she squeezes stronger. I thrust in her hand and put my hand around her throat. I start to assault her p***y with my fingers and lower myself there. I don't waste any time and start to lick her and finger her at a fast speed. She buckles up her hips, but I pin her hips with my hands to the floor, so she can't move them. I have a strong hold on her, I'm sure she's gonna have bruises. I lick her c**t and push my tongue in her hole. She's so sweet, I like her taste on my tongue. She tries to move her hips away from me, but I hold her still. „Stop f*****g moving!“ but she only whines. I can feel her arousal as my own while her mind is getting all foggy. I look at her and see the beautiful hazel eyes with a hint of purple in them. Looks like whenever our streams unite on this level, she loses control and her magic gets stronger. I continue on my assault and she whimpers.

„No, no, no, I'm too sensitive, I can't take it.“

„You can and you will... I told you I'm not holding back.“ I lick her until she's squirming and screaming my name. When her orgasm rushes through her, I kiss my way back up to her mouth and let her taste herself on her lips. She moans while our tongues fight for dominance. While she's getting back from her high I caress her breast, legs, arms, never letting her go and touching her all the time.

When she's somewhat back she looks at me and kisses me.

Liz's POV

I lay on the floor with my mate, the other half of my soul. I can't believe that I was scared of him. Yes he is dominant and strong, but I can see the love he has for me everytime he looks at me.

„I love you. Every part of you, Matthew.“

He looks me deep in my eyes. I can see a hint of hesitation, but then delight. He has the softest look on his face, absolutely pleased. I sit up and kiss him. He tries to sit up too, but I push him down and look at his member. I take him in my hands and start to rub him. He propers himself on his elbows and looks at me. I lower my head and slowly lick his tip. I can hear Matthew sigh and take a deep breath in. I keep teasing him, and cup his balls and play with them. That makes him growl. I smile to myself and lick the lower side of his member.

„*growl*Stop playing games!“

I look at him innocently and take him in my mouth and start to lick and suck him at a quick pace. Matthew groans loudly with a deep voice and tugs his hand in my hair. I can feel him pushing my head lower and lower until I gag a little bit from how big he is in mouth. I can feel Matthew's d**k twitch in my mouth and make myself ready for him coming, but he pulls me up and not very gently lays me on the floor once again.

„The only place I'm gonna come in is your p***y. Now be a good girl and spread your legs for me.“ this Matthew is so different, he likes to be in control and takes what he wants. Yesterday when Matt and his wolf spirit were in sync, they were demanding, but his wolf is pure dominance. He thrust in me without concern and thrusts at a fast pace. I'm not adapted to his size yet. It hurts. But he keeps thrusting anyway.

„Matthew, please slow down. You're hurting me.“

Like a switch he stops and looks at me with concern and fear.

„Are you alright, love?“ He gives me butterfly kisses all over my face and caresses my cheeks. „I'm sorry.“ he kisses my lips and forehead.

He might be dominant, but he's also a big softy, I see. I smile at him and shake my head slightly. „It's ok, just give me a minute to adjust to you.“ after few seconds I tell him to move. He looks me in my eyes and moves slowly and tenderly. He kisses my mark and I have to moan. Every time he touches my mark I can feel adrenaline and passion going through my whole body. „Faster.“ obliging he thrust faster, every once in a while fastening his pace until he's back to the animalistic pace and my p***y hurts from his d**k thrusting so fast and deep. But the pain turns into an amazing friction and pleasure.

„Don't stop, Matthew.“

„You feel so good around me, love. You want more?“ his thrusts get a bit slower and more powerful than before and I can feel myself getting closer. I start to touch my c**t to increase the pleasure.

„You're touching yourself, eh? So f*****g hot.“

His words bring me even closer to my second orgasm. I can feel my legs start to shake when the last circle on my c**t does it for me. „Matty! Oh! Yes, keep going.'' The orgasm is so intense that I can see stars everywhere.

Matthew is f*****g me through it chasing his own high. „So pretty, so wet for me. I'm gonna fill you up, love.'' Before he comes he bites my mark again and then lays down on my body, pampering my shoulder with kisses.

After his breathing evens he stands up quickly helping me on my legs and picking me up in bridal style. He's taking us upstairs to our bedroom. „Ehm, Matthew. I don't think I can go again.“

He only gives me a smut look and chuckles. „You can, don't worry. I had my way with you. I'll let my human counterpart in. This time it's gonna be gentle.“ I can see his right eye getting it's blue colour back. They're in sync again. I smile at him and kiss him. „I love you.“

„I love you too and I'm gonna show you how much.“