Chapter 10
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What's hard? What's wrong Ash?Sunny asked. Did I do something wrong? No baby it's just you ah you turn me on so much I have to be careful I don't want us getting carried away and crossing the line. Oh she says and blushes. Then she says well how did you handle it before? Oh God do I tell her the truth ugg if I really consider her my future yeah I tell her the truth. Baby sit up a minute please she does then blushes and pulls away. Um Ash turn around. Why baby I need to talk to you. Ok I understand but please just turn around. What is going on baby just tell me and I'll turn around. Umm Ash I need to put a bra on I guess I took it off without thinking last night. Oh now I blush and hard my face is hot. Ok I turn around when she's done I tell her to come sit in front of me I open my legs she climbs up and sits. Ok so baby I'm going to be really honest and it's going to make me feel vulnerable so bear with me. ok go head Ash. I never kissed Jenny the way I kiss you. It was a peck here and there but nothing more. I thought I should date because I had started to have feeling for someone younger and at first it scared me and I thought maybe if I dated like everyone else that's all I needed that maybe it wasn't her, and I just wanted to date. I look back at him. He says so see I never gave that part of myself to anyone and I promised after dating and breaking up with her that I wouldn't until I could kiss the girl I really liked.
Sunny
I look back and I'm crying I'm so sorry I made you break your promise and you shouldn't have kissed me if someone else is in your heart now I'm full on sobbing.I-I can't breath my heart is literally breaking h-he loves someone else. I try to get up but he won't let me. He looks at me and says is there anything else your crying about and I nod. Come on baby out with it I'm hiccuping and ugly crying. What is Sunshine? I just thought after last night and this morning I thought never mind I'm so stupid of course she mutters barely audible how stupid no one likes you like that. She probably didn't realize I heard then it clicked she is so down on herself she never even considered I was talking about her. Baby look at me, she shakes her head no and tries to get up again. Baby look at me now she has tears still running freely down her face. Baby do you remember when I started to date Jenny. No, she says. It was about 5 months after your dad passed and I only dated her for 2 months. Who did I spend most of my time with in the 4 months before that. Me, she says. Yes baby you. So what does that have to do with it she asks. She's super smart and normally would have figured this out by now but she's so upset she can't see the pieces. Ok how about I try this I think to myself. Ok Baby I spent most my time with you and do I break promises. No she said. Baby are you younger than me. Yes she says. Ok Sunshine I'm giving you all the pieces I started to like a younger girl and I promised I would only kiss her like that. I know she snaps, then she stills and I know she's just figured it out. She's not looking at me staring straight ahead she says me you were talking about me I turn you on? I'm the younger girl? The one you wanted to share that kind of kiss with? Me? Yeah baby. She gets up so quick stands on the bed turns around and straddles my lap. Me you like me. Yes baby! Oh, Ash my heart was breaking when you said that I felt like I couldn't breath the thought of you... Then she grabs my face kisses me so hard her arms slide around my neck and starts making out with me. She moans and starts to move on my lap I pull away baby we need to stop. Ok she says and snuggles into my neck. You just made me the happiest person on the planet Ash. I rest my head on hers and say baby does this mean you like me too? Yes Ash I have for a long time. I stare in her eyes and say you have? Yes, I almost went to college when you went when I also got the offer but then I thought you would date college girls and I couldn't stand the thought of it. He looks at me and says I know how you feel. You do? How I ask. Because baby the thought of you dating while I'm away kills me. Ash she says and kisses me one more time before my dear brother bursts into the room.
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