Mabel
Who knew shopping for a stupid dress could take the whole day. I threw myself on the couch because my feet were numb. If I can help it I am never going shopping. I don't know why women love torturous activities like shopping, hairdressing, and waxing. I went through a kind of hell today because of all that s**t.
My thoughts went back to this morning when I found Slade sleeping beside me. I still can't get over that. It was a kind and beautiful gesture. He could have slept on the bed like most guys would take advantage of the situation biy he respected me and my feelings.
Still, no matter how good and kind they are, I can't forget what I came here to do. Maybe it will hurt us all but I can't disregard the pain and loneliness I went through all those years. The night my parents go
