Mabel It's been 3 months since I settled on the island. 3 months of hellish loneliness. I stayed cooped up inside the house between healing and keeping myself busy by watching a lot of series on Netflix. I had a lot of free time on my hands so it was the best I could do. I made sure to properly cut off the connection with the outside world but I must say that I was tempted a couple of times to just forget my resolution, pick up the phone and call Slade. I know I hurt him again. I seem to be always hurting him but I had no choice. I've done everything wrong ever since I met him but it's time I fixed everything. I have wronged his whole family as well as my sister. I wondered how she is doing. Does she even miss me? Is she alright? Is she eating and sleeping well? I want to know all that

