Mabel I thought it was over for me. It would have been better if it were over and I had died. I wanted to die for what I've done but I survived reborn with a new purpose. To right the wrongs by trying to fix what I've done. Although it might not change a thing, I have to do it even if it costs me my life. I can't believe that I fell for a lie. I willingly believed the lies that man told me without a doubt and almost destroyed an innocent family. He got me good. I was the perfect puppet for him. Everything was a lie and it was never about my revenge instead it was about his own sick agenda. He used me to execute his plan. I can't change the past but I will be sure to get him back for what he has done. I woke up a while ago, with no one by my side. I guess I deserve that but I was hopin

