Slade It has been days and I stayed by her side without moving. It felt like time had stopped and nothing was happening. It has been the most dreadful time of my life. I can't forget the moment she jumped in front of the gun and her laying on the floor bleeding profusely. It keeps playing over and over in my mind nonstop. The only thing keeping me sane and hopeful was the beeping of the machine that lets me know that she is still alive. Her whole body was cold so I made sure to turn on the air conditioner to keep her. Everyone dropped by once in a while to see how she is doing and to nag me to go home and ger some rest but how can I? I feel like if I move from where I am something bad will happen and I can't let that happen. I just stared at her hoping to see some kind of movement but

