Slade
After the heartbreak followed my mother's death anniversary. Double sadness. I didn't see Safe for some time it was better that way. I don't want to be too worked up. I am already sad.
I thought I was through this but I guess I was wrong. I'll never be over this. It's that time again I wish I would disappear. The pain I thought I would forget hit me all over again like a ton of bricks. I had my mother's picture in my hand and tears were freely flowing out of my eyes. I couldn't hold back or control myself. I miss her more each day.
Her death has been a scar that will probably never heal. I sometimes wonder how my father did it. How did he manage to forget her? Am I being selfish by expecting him to feel half of the pain I feel? Am I wrong for blaming him for her death? She died
