Joy POV
I woke up late. I didn't realize that dealing with Brian was so exhausting.
Yesterday's date with Derek was memorable. The whole thing, even the stressful bits, such as confronting Brian.
When he kissed me goodnight, my world stopped. I have never been kissed that way. He took his time, his lips moved with mine savoring every bit of my mouth. He bit playfully my lower lip, and deepened the kiss, tangling his tongue with mine, making me feel alive with every stroke.
It was a hell of a first date. I have no idea how he is going to top that today.
I was tired, but also yesterday's events sent over my head a rush of creativity. I wanted to paint all of my feelings, the bad ones that Brian woke up in me, but also these amazing sensations that Derek is showing me for the first
