RUIN OF THE ALPHA: FELICIA JONES

Felicia p.o.v. I stare at myself in the mirror and wondered if my life has any meaning and of course I knew the answer. Another miserable day in my miserable life, I hope things can turn out for the better. Felicia Jones come downstairs right now! I heard my mom calling, then it hit me I was running late. Urgh my life sucks, I quickly freshened up and decided to wear anything I could find. After dressing up I decided to check myself if I was okay with my mirror. I wore a simple black cargo pants and a big red shirt, I was satisfied with this look and decided to arrange my messy hair although I can't lie my hair looks great when it's messy but I still need to pack it.I did a messy bun, I wanted to do a little makeup but decided not to, I mean who would, after being humiliated for doing so before. I really wish I can fast forward to the time dad was still here and we were respected, but you can't bring back the past can you? FELICIA WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING i heard mom screaming again, mom I will be right down in a sec. I quickly packed my bag and made sure I didn't forget anything. As soon as I came down mom glared daggers at me and trust me I was scared. I decided to quickly change the topic and told her that I was famished, knowing that mom doesn't like playing with my tummy. She quickly brought me to the dinning table and sat me down, she brought me delicious pancakes and I was so happy because mom's pancakes are the best in the world. After eating I decided to wash my plate and kept it where it's supposed to be, SWEETIE I WOULD BE DROPPING YOU OFF AT SCHOOL I was shocked, I had always made sure that she never drives me to school, I don't want her to know what always happens to me in school. I decided to convince her but it seems like her mind was made up, mom don't worry I can walk to school it's not that far you know. But mom's mind was already made up, Darling ever since your father died, even when the incident happened I haven't been able to drive you to school but don't worry dear, I will be driving you to school everyday from now on. But mom, her phone rang and it seems it was really important based on her facial expression. After she ended the call I knew it, she was gonna to change her mind and I was already feeling better. SWEETIE I CAN'T TAKE YOU TO SCHOOL TODAY , AM SO SORRY. I told her, mom you don't need to be sorry I understand. After saying that I quickly said goodbye before she changed her mind, after walking for so long I finally got to my school and trust me when I said I was so nervous and scared of what might happen.