(Warning, this chapter contains content of r**e but doesn't go into detail, readers advised. )
I lunged at the doors where the medal bars were in place behind the doors and front seats, keeping me separated from them, banging my hands till they were raw and bruised. "Let me out!" I yelled until the two warriors climbed into the front seats despite my. Red pushed forward, kicking the back of the seats, at the doors and windows with her heels, hoping the van would stop its departure. After ten minutes, the warrior in the driver's seat made eye contact with us in the mirror with a growl, making Red happily return her growl in warning of a response from the male up front, but she was brave enough to growl right back.
"Let us go!" Red growled through my lips
With a sigh, the male replied, "You know we can't do that, Lucy" looking in the mirror to meet my gaze again before turning back to the road. My throat started to hurt after an hour of crying; as a result, my body became sore and tired from my fighting.
The van stopped after another half hour, making Red perk up to look out the window to see a decently sized cabin surrounded by pack warriors and flowers wrapped around the front porch and cabin. In a different situation, I would have loved this cabin, but as of now, this was my new hell. In the corner of my eye, the warriors got out of the van to walk around the side door where I pushed my body up against, opening the door and dragging me out of my last bit of comfort.
Stumbling out of the van, my raw feet hit the rocks, sending pain up my legs, pulling a hiss from my lips, but they didn't care for my pain when they pulled me towards the cabin, my wobbly feet moved in an attempt to keep up with their movements but that didn't keep them from dragging me once again.
Stepping up the porch steps as the door was pushed open to walk me inside, unable to process when they dropped me on the ground with a thump as my knees made contact with the hard wooden floor. Catching my upper body from making contact with the coffee table, I glared at them while they quickly left the room, leaving me alone in the silent cabin. "Try to block the doors before the alpha comes." Red barked out as our eyes scanned the cabin. The living room was a decent size, but big enough for two love seats and a coffee table between them, facing a fireplace with a TV mounted on the wall over it. The kitchen and dining room were no bigger than the living room, but open to the living room to the left of the kitchen was a small hallway that led to a small library and bathroom, across from the bathroom was a bedroom with a king size bed in the middle of the room and a dresser pushed against the wall at the end of the bed.
Rushing back to the living room, I pushed the couches, but large nails kept them on the ground. Red pushed forward to give me some of her strength, and with a grunt, we pulled the nails from the floor to push the couches against the door, leaving the living room vacant aside from the coffee table. Panting, I pushed my body up in the corner away from the door, but able to see the whole room as sobs raked through my body, but the tears wouldn't fall.
"What are we gonna do, Red?" I asked her down the line of our bond, she was silent for a few minutes until she finally spoke, "I don't know." Her voice held uncertainty while she thought of ways to escape. Mentally pulling at the bond to my mom, I felt it tighten before I tugged it hard. "Mom?" Mentally calling out in hopes she would answer.
There was no answer as I tried to pull the bond to Mom, Dad, and Alex for another three hours until the sound of a car door slamming shut woke me up from my half-asleep slumber. "he's here" Red growled, jumping up in my head with the hairs on her neck standing up as my gaze jumped to the door as steps climbed the stairs to the door until they stopped to turn the handle of the door unable to open it to the force behind the door.
I watched in fear as it went silent until the sound of kicking made me jump with a yelp, as my feet desperately tried to push my body into the corner any more than it already was.
Soon, the broken door was pushed open, and the couches were pushed out of the way until the alpha's gaze ranked the room till it fell on me. With a grin, he stepped towards me, receiving a warning growl from Red that he ignored. At this moment, Red didn't care that this male was larger than us by his human and wolf size, nor his alpha rank; she wanted his neck in her jaws and to tear it out slowly to cause more pain. "Growl all you want, pup, but in this house you can't shift... Wanna know why?" he chuckled before walking closer with his hands tucked behind his back.
Watching my movements, he continued to speak, "This house is filled with magic items by witches to keep those placed inside by my word from shifting, which means you can't shift on me, pup." His words were like ice down my spine, cold and burning with a whole new fear.
From behind, the alpha walked in the pack doctor blocking off my only escape. "Please, alpha, I don't want to be a breeder." My hands were shaking at my sides, where I sat, while he took small, careful steps towards me in my direction. "You don't choose your fate, my dear... It chooses you." He said, now standing over me, keeping me trapped in the corner, with one swift moment, he had me on my feet and pushed me against the wall by my neck.
Holding my face against the cold wall and my hands behind my back, a yelp fell from my lips as a rogue tear rolled down my cheek, as I felt his hot breath down the back of my neck till he released his pheromones making it hard for me and my wolf to keep control of our senses. A male's pheromone is overpowering and can put a person who is weak to a certain level of pheromones, making the person's body get the false sense that we are in our mating season with our mate, which causes the person to go into heat.
I tried to shake my head "no, no, no please" I cried, but due to the pressure on my neck, it came out muffled, the sound of clicking reached my ears as I was barely able to see the pack doctor open his medical bag.
Pulling out a syringe full of white liquid, he flicked the plastic part with his nail and quickly stuck it in my arm. A hiss left my lips while I tried to push the men off me as my movements became slower, losing all their strength and the heat licking up my body. "You should be feeling the effects of the drug by now" the doctor said, closing his medical bag. "W-what did you g-give m.. me?" I panted with a groan.
Stopping in his tracks, not looking at me, "It's a drug that has been used for centuries when it comes to breeding or when one wanted to activate their heat." Turning to the door, he continued barely over a whisper but loud enough for me to hear "let's just say not all breeders in the past were... willing" then he left the cabin, excusing himself as sharp breaths leave my lips in hot puff's to try to cool down my burning body.
Squeezing my eyes shut as my body shook when I could feel the alpha's body push up against mine slightly, making friction onto my lower back, letting out a growl of arousal, he grabbed me by my arm again, pulling my burning body towards the bedroom where he took the most important thing that I was saving for my mate; my virginity and womanhood, that was the beginning of my hell.
Every night for the next two months, the alpha and his inner circle visited the cabin to force the drug into my body then r***d me over and over until I passed out. I would wake up with bite marks on my arms, back, shoulders, chest, and thighs, and at this point, Red didn't utter a word as she took most of the pain than me. Standing in front of the mirror at the end of the bed, my eyes in the reflection traced the teeth bite scars that covered my body. I no longer had the will to cry; when I did, no tears could be shed.
Later in the afternoon, I sat numbly in the bathtub of cold water that no longer chilled me as the sound of light footsteps came into the bathroom, where Maria, an elder pack member who didn't agree with the breeder treatment, took care of me to make sure I was clean and had eaten.
I was grateful to her when she truly cared for me and relayed messages to my family for me, that was the only thing keeping me from killing myself, to end the torture. She wasn't obligated to take so much care of me, but she did, and the alpha allowed it. The door squeaked open as I pulled my knees to my chest to cover the new damage the alpha had done the night before, as Maria dropped her things at the door and rushed over to me, putting her hand in the bloody, cold water to pull the drain out not caring if she got bloody water on her clothes.
"Dear child, you will catch a cold if you sit in the cold water for too long." She rushed out to grab a towel and wrapped it around my naked body while guiding me out of the tub. "Maybe that's what I want." The words slipped from my sore lips as she dried my body off "No child, your family misses you so much" she said, sad at my mental state.
I didn't have the energy to reply as she cleaned my new wounds and dressed me before commenting that she was making dinner, guiding me to the table where I stared at the table. There were moments where she would stop her task to stare down for a few minutes, then continue, I knew she was talking to someone over the mind link. Red nudged my mind in comfort as she was getting as broken as I was, but promised to stay strong for us both.
One moment I was staring at the table, then the next, my face was in large soft hands "Lucy, it's me, it's your brother... let's get you out of here." he fought back tears while looking at me, when something clicked in my head and I launched at my brother hugging him tightly as sobs left my once silent lips. "I missed you so much" I rasped as he hugged me back with as much emotion as I was feeling. "I missed you too, sis, but if you want to escape, you need to go now while the alpha is distracted" he said, pulling away from me to help me to my feet. He looked at Maria with a thankful look on his face "Thank you for taking care of my sister." he turned to me, grabbed my hand, and we rushed out of the house before I could process anything.
"What about you, Mom and Dad?" I tried to stop, but he continued to pull me forward when I realized our parents weren't here. "We will find you when the time is right" he said when we finally stopped at the pack lines to pull me into his arms while still alert. I hugged him tightly as his ears listened for the pack warriors that hadn't come to this area yet. "Now run, Lucy" he urged into the woods. My wolf whined out for her brother as he took a few steps back "but the drugs.." I trailed off until he smiled at me "When has that ever stopped you from running?" he turned to the pack lands, where the sound of howling reached our ears before quickly turning back to me.
"Listen, we will be okay, now go, we love you." his wolf pushed out till he shifted, coming forward to lick my palm, then take off to the sound of howls. "I love you, too." Turning away from the pack lands, I start to run as Red pushes through to take control. "Rest, Lucy" she growled, pushing me to the back of my mind where I could watch through her eyes.
She ran quickly, shifting to our wolf running in the opposite direction from Alex.
Leaving behind our family, as our paws crossed the pack line, the connection between me and the pack snapped; from now on, we were rogue. Dodging under branches and over rocks, we ran, we ran until our limbs grew sore and our paws were numb, running until our body couldn't run anymore.