Over the years

Life is like nature, yes it is. As you can see, nature is full of unknown living things that everyone can discover if they want to, but then some are too afraid to go to nature because of the lies and dark things that it has, but some are adventurers that even the smallest place will come and see what is in it and what they can learn. But what's more interesting in life? Having a guy or go to what did you call it night club and dance or go shopping but not For me, life for me is having a bunch of books and food, nothing else, and yes, at 25 years of age, I've been wanting the same thing. I've wanted since I was a teenager and that was to have books. Or Maybe I just want it because I don't have anything to wish for. What else should I dream of? Having a prince? Oh no, they will soon enough leave you. Woman should not beg mans love nd thats the last thing i woud do,or maybe Have a job? Can I work as a model? But i do not need money or i can doit for free? I guess. sucks, I want to explore, but I don't know where to begin. Apart from reading (again and again), I want to do what makes me happy–but. Dont know what it is, i can say that I'm contented. Oh, half contented and probably not, some part of me are longing for something and i doont even knowit, jeez! I wish my life would be interesting this year.