Prologue: Rebirth After Death
Is this the end?
Am I really going to die...?
Life... my life is so short...
A few of the thousands of thoughts that crossed my mind as water filled my lungs. I closed my eyes in sorrow as gravity dragged me deeper into the darkest depths of the lake. I regret doing nothing for myself… for I had no goal other than ensuring the welfare of my siblings.
Why did it have to end this way?...
After celebrating my youngest sister's wedding, I went to my favorite spot—the steel bridge where the lake reflects the moon's beauty and the tiny silver stars of the Orion constellation. Every time I came here, I heard a song filled with loneliness and sorrow, a man's cry carried by the northern wind. Strangely, his voice of longing always eased my worries.
His songs are my medicine whenever I feel like giving up or when dreadful thoughts tempt me to leave the little ones behind.
All I ever did in my life was take care of my siblings because our bullsh*t parents abandoned us—who knows where. I dropped out of school and worked day and night to provide for our daily needs and ensure they could continue their studies. At such a young age, I had to step up—not just as their eldest brother, but as the parent they no longer had.
After years of hard work, they finally graduated, became professionals, and built their own families. First, it was the twins, Brylle and Zylle, who settled down two years ago. And now, our youngest, Ailyn.
I was content—I had done my part as their eldest brother. But then I realized I had never done anything for myself. I failed to find my own goal, nor did I ever experience romantic love. Regret eats away at me. I don’t want to die... not yet.
Foolish self! Why did you drink so much? Why did you come to this beautiful lake, only to fall headfirst while vomiting? You know you can’t swim! I wish I could go back two hours and punch myself for drinking.
Bubbles of air escaped my nose as I slowly sank to the bottom. It hurt—I couldn't breathe. It was dark and cold.
I don’t want to die… The thought echoed in my mind over and over. I was about to change my life, to find love and have a family of my own, but misfortune struck. If there's a second chance, I swear to all the gods of the universe that I, Rheymart Magsaysay, will put myself first—live, and do the things I want!
I desperately struggled to reach the surface, but it was too late. My conviction wasn’t strong enough… I failed. As consciousness slipped away, the last thing I saw was the bright moon and a strange light shining over me. And for the last time, I heard his saddest voice again, whispering—
"Please… don’t die this time…"
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I jolted awake, my lungs gasping for air—but instead of water, I tasted something sweet. My body felt light, almost fragile. My fingers brushed over silky strands of hair… pink? I froze.
I had possessed the body of a stunning young man. His thin figure, pale skin, distinct pink hair, and captivating red eyes were all familiar to me.
“Isn't this.... Lahn Vanden?”
“The omega from Ailyn’s manhwa who met a tragic end?”
“Why was I transmigrated into Alpha’s Love Affair?”
Oh God, whoever sent me here, I sincerely thank you. But can I file a complaint?! Couldn’t you have sent me to a world of swords and magic instead? Why this cursed ABO universe where I can be impregnated?!
“@sghrghjkk—I’m straight!”