Dr lily /The lady with royal insignia

Hi my name is lily .I am a surgeon.it is my 100th successful surgery today and I am travelling to South Korea my home town . But at the middle of the travel I died and now I end up waking up in another world I know this world very well it is my past life where I was the only daughter of a Duke of the nation I have two brothers and a mother and father I was a tragically rebel in my past life I always bully others and get happy with it I was a sadist in that life and now I want to tell you one thing I was in love with the prince and anyone would come near the prince I make her die .This was my true personality at that time but what it is don't like and that make my heart throb is the prince doesn't love me . I manage to learn making tea still she doesn't want to make an eye contact on me that is iilltolerable and when father got to know this he wants me to marry the prince and the emperor was also wanted this to make their connection with dukedom a wisely strong so he made me marry the prince this is how I got married to the prince but after marriage the prince became the emperor because the before emperor died and how no one does not know their madical skil was very low to determine the cause of death so after the death the prince became the emperor and I became empress the emperor never came to the empress room that I was expecting everyday but it never happened so I start stocking him all around and lastly poison a girl who is beside him for work purposes and now I am a culprit and emperor without a question rise his hand and announce me to die .IN that way . life as a Duke's daughter and an empress finished. that's why I make myself strong in medical era and I am a devil surgeon in that life till death knock on my door . and even in this life I want my life as a surgeon as well .but how ? I have to talk to my father and mother , I was on 8 days door lock for my sin in a party I drop all the juice in a glass upon a girl who is behind the prince but now and it has been 8 days of me waking up in this world so after waking I did make myself adapt to this word . suddenly someone knocked on my doorstep, I said come in, that maid called me my lady your parents are looking for you for family breakfast ,I thought a family breakfast means every one would be there my father my mother and also my brother's in this way I can see everyone. so when I enter the room every one were looking at me and when I look at them I became tearful in my eyes and started crying my brother and mother and my mother say darling 8 days room lock is very much for her you . and my brother also repeated that then I full myself with food and tried to apology everyone in the manor.then I started making a chart of major incident that will happen that is 1:death of the emperor then 2: defeat in war 3: diseases so the first of everything started because of my zid to marry the prince so I told my father I don't want to marry the prince but father was as much as happy inside that much shocked outside then my 1st brother offensive ly told me that it is my fault to even start a conversation on this topic an empress means a mother to the nation but you are not a still fit for this role so you should already get back from this role I already knew 1st brothers perspective so I didn't told anything it is as it is but my 2nd brother shouted at my 1st brother but it doesn't make my thought change so I didn't open my mouth in this conversation . and my mother embrace me . and at the age of of 20 I can understand the embrace what means to me so I choose to better shut my mouth then we did visit the emperor on the emperor s call but when I opened my wordrobe there is everything flashy dressess their that I didn't like I told myself as a doctor I only use to wear dresses with white coat was enough for me to wear I never looked into any other color but what will wear now then I manage to. find something similar and manage to wear a white dress that was really beautiful although and every one in shock after seeing me in that dress . When my father spread his hand towards me it was literally a joyous moment for me and he was magnificently surprised to see me the we both sit on a carriage to go their . Then we reach at the emperor manor then the maids and door keeper announce our arrival and we get to the emperor garden where emperor himself came to see us and behind him two maid . Then we greet the emperor and sit on the garden chair ? then ofcourse we start chatting about me and then sometimes later the prince enter and he greeted the emperor (father) and us as usual he never led a look at me and he start political affairs I political affairs he told the neighborhood country is announcing a war and that country is the dependent country of Mongolia and I suggest suddenly there are 2 factors associated with it one is if mangolia country wants it's freedom then obviously he need it help from the neighborhood country asalam so in this way mangolia country will wants it's freedom in exchange of helping asalam in the war if that happens with having so strong soldiers in war with asalam we will lose the war ,they take it into consideration and ask a maid to ask a meeting with political affairs minister so that he can chat about the circumstances. and the emperor asked about the 2nd stances in 2nd thing lily told that if disease happens their then our soldiers will face a big loss . and also he take that into consideration the emperor and prince with my father was shocked ?. then the emperor asked my father how did you rise a marvelous daughter like her he was just happy and then the emperor became a slight weak then I asked what is happening.eans what is the symptoms of your disease as I well known that the emperor was ill I was a little curious about the symptoms then he told then it was insomnia then he does repeatedly pee then I realise it is because blood sugar level high then I get permission from the emperor to brew a tea for emperor because in the very 1st life I learnt variety of tea brewing for the prince but I never did it for emperor and when I did it with it's fragrance and with its first sip emperor was feeling so relaxed and likely less tense so he asked me to make there accountance to learn the tea brewing from me so I was feeling relaxed and I gave a sound aroma scent candle to him and heeI knew that the emperor s doctor is that much wise that he can figure out what the disease is instantly with my hints . then