Chapter Closed

WOUNDS

On the 7th of August I had gone to visit Rendi at Palm Springs. We had an amazing time, until sunset had been reaching its peak. A photo gal as they call me, went out to take some pictures until then I had opened my messages. I had encountered so many texts from Sam calling me names (b***h, w***e, SLUT and everything in between). I had been as confused as to why he had said so much bull s**t to me and of course I did react to all the nasty ass s**t he said to me. Brutally being honest I was hurt, I threw in so many insults and which led me insulting his friend Ziyanda. Everything was so mixed match and no given clue as I can say. The fact that I was annoyed still remained. Rendi had told me to calm down, which I eventually did. We went back to the house had some juice and relaxed as I can say. We played some music (that is when I fell in love with Zum ft. Shenseea Rebel. I went back online and had realised that Sam had blocked me. Did I give a f**k, no. Ziyanda kept frustrating me with the whole issue which led me into blocking is dumb ass. A whole lot had been going on in my head and I believed the only way I could get closure was hurting Sam. I had then hit up Lutendo telling him that I love him and all s**t like that, which had then led to us dating. I had recalled Rendi telling me that I’m only doing this out of spite and that I could just end up hurting Lutendo. Did I give a f**k? No I did not. Sometime later or rather days. I had then come to my senses and realised that what I was doing was very wrong and my only attempt is to free myself of any guilt encountered. I had then figured that I needed to fix things. My way of fixing things was a fail. Everything just got worse by the minute, I had left Lutendo and I kind of felt bad but at the same time I did not give a s**t. A friend of mine called TOOSI V came to me saying that she needed help knowing that I am a guru at relationships. Her issues was that she had a boyfriend that she had met at a resort and that he had cheated on her with her cousin and that he was not taking any interest in her. She had me to break his heart, in my head I said no but I wanted to get vengeance on Sam well guys like Sam. In the end of all this i ended up dating Divhi(Toosi's ex boyfriend). The following week i left him because my job was done and damn i felt so proud of it all. Sometime later me and Ziyanda began vibing and we had come to the conclusion that we liked each other alot but we could not do anything because Rendi and Ziyanda were dating and she found out about me and him.She held such a grudge against me and it was so sad. On the other hand for Ziyanda, he was scared to death that he was going to get dumped. Tears were shed and hearts were broken which then led to Ziyanda and Rendi's break up, as I had suggested it( a break is what I called it).