The playboy's first love

I was panting out in exhaustion, she was trying her best to give me the satisfaction. Her sweat was dropping from her face to my chest. her two tender large breasts were moving in the air and her moan was also so loud that I was thinking as if people from the street can hear it. Everything about her was perfect but there was no feeling. It was already 30 minutes since we were having s*x but there was neither ejaculation from me nor any moan. I closed my eyes because I was already fed up with that unsatisfying try of getting pleasure. I closed my eyes, remembered the time I met Olivia for the first time. She was 7 batch senior to me, had those small boobs, braces in her teeth, her luring eyes always pulling me toward her, and her tender hips on which her skirt used to go up and down when she used to jump. When she used to go out with other guys of her age, that used to make me feel really angry, I used to urge to get to that guys and kill them one by one or want some miracle so I could grow fast and reach her age. One day I followed her to a park at night, she was with a classmate of hers. They went there and the guy gave her two hundred dollars. She then happily opened her tshirst, her skirts and let that guy touch her boobs and her lips between the legs. For the first time I was seeing her naked body and someone else touches it, I wanted to go there and hit that guy until he dies and feel everything on her myself. Her unshaved p***y, her blemish hips, her braced smile, and her shivering body with every touch I felt a sudden rush of hormone and I ejaculated right there and here in the present too, with a gasp "Olivia" "Olivia!", the girl who was doing me shouted taking her v****a out of my d**k. "Who is Olivia? Denzel", she screamed at me "Obviously not you" "You, stupid pervert", she shouted putting on her cloth, "Do you even know my name?" Honestly, I didn't know, in the bar when I saw braces on her teeth just like Olivia used to have I went for her in the hope she might give me satisfaction as her. So I flattered her, gave her free drinks and food, and brought her to my apartment apart from that I knew nothing about her. "I don't know", I said honestly and then she in anger threw a statue from the nearby table onto me and burst out of my apartment. Well, that was nothing new it was the story of every evening. Every time I used to feel some small resemblance of some woman with Olivia I used to bring her home and again the same disappointment. That time just the memory of Olivia was the one who used to save me from the unreasonable s*x that I was having. As usual, I turned off the light and slept peacefully without any hard feelings. My day used to start with Olivia my pet dog. She was a spanial breed and always used to be the first thing I see in the morning. Then the second would be a call from Brian, my best friend or you can call him the only person who knew who I was in actuality. He was also the manager of my company, along with my company he also used to manage my reputation. Even after successfully breaking the heart of 595 girls, my reputation wasn't down even a little bit. "Hello", I said picking Brian's call "So, how was your night with Levia yesterday?", he asked "Her name was Levia?" "How many times I have to tell you to atleast remember the girl's name. It's too hard to calm them down. I have to give her 1000 dollars to make her shut her mouth about you for the rest of her life" "The thing is you handled it, and that's a win. By the way, I have to be there for the selection of a marketing advisor today. So come to the office fast" I said and cut the call threw my iPhone 11 on the bed and went toward the balcony with a cup of coffee in my hand. I went to my company on my Lamborghini. Luss enterprise, my company sells the world-class cosmetics products and that company made me billionaire, and I was the popular self-made billionaire of the country or you can say most eligible bachelors.   "Good morning, boss", everyone used to get up from their seat whenever I used to get inside the gate, "Have a nice day boss", the voice used to come from every corner and I used to ignore them all and went to my cabin straight on 11th floor. "Good morning Denzel", my secretary greeted me as soon as I got on the floor. I nod my head in the sign that I was listening "You have to be on selection interview for marketing advisor at 11 am, 2 pm your lunch break and meeting for launching of our new product sunshine foundation for 40+ woman" "Hmm", I gasped and nodded my head getting into my cabin. My cabin was made up of glass walls in such a way that I could see everything from my cabin but no one could see me from outside. I looked at my glass table, there was a lot of paperwork that needed to be signed, I was just working on it when Brian burst inside, "I told you to be here before me, is this the time?" "common, don’t act like a typical boss, anyway the selection process is not going to start until 11 it's just half past 10" "I didn't call you soon for that" "then why?" "Do you found out about Olivia?", I asked "How many times I have to tell you, I will tell you right away after I get to know something about her" "It's been a year since your team has been working on it" "Why are you so obsessed with her anyway, she is seven years older than you she must be with her fat husband taking care of three children" "I don't care whom she is with or bla bla. I just need her, my life just feels incomplete without her" "You are talking as if you had some romantic relations with her" "I had" "Well, a single blow job for money doesn't count as romantic relation" "it meant more for me" "You are pathetic" "Don't forget I am your boss" "You are the pathetic boss", he said laughing when Sapna my secretary comes into the cabin and inform us to go to the selection room with other selection committees. There was a long queue of interviewees when we got there, but as soon as I got there my eyes stuck on something, something beautiful. Her hair shiny and long just like Olivia used to have she was standing in the third last position on the queue, I tried to look at her face but before I could do that, "Good morning sir", the Assistant manager greeted coming toward me and take me inside the room. The selection process started but my heart and mind both were outside in the maze of that hair. "What do you think about it Denzel", asked Brian seeking my complete unawareness of what the interviewee said "Yeah, he is great but I don't think you are perfect for this job", I said when all the judging panel looked at me in denial "What do you mean Denzel, he was the former winner of best marketing workshop" "he may be the winner, but here I need an employee who will not take this job foregranted, after knowing he/she was kept instead of the former winner",  I said with a smile "Do you even listening to what you are saying?", he whispered again "Thank you for coming here, but we really can't give you the position", I said looking at the interviewee and he went out with a disappointment  "What has happened to you?" "Common Brian who knows what we are getting further", I said and waited for the girl with that long hair to come inside and kept on rejecting everyone who came before her "At least keep some for waiting process", Brian said "I want to hire right here right now, I don't want to go through all waiting list and give false expectations" "Like this, you are never going to recruit anyone", he said this time loud enough for everyone to listen, they all were looking at me and I was sitting with the expression that it was my company and I don't care what others think about. "Next", Brian shouted and my waiting was over. The same girl with long hair came inside but her hair was assembled into a bun, she was beautiful as I imagined her to be. Nothing on her was like Olivia but her hair and that was enough for me. "Don’t make a bun, you look pretty with loose hair", I said when she blushed and sat on the seat "So she is the reason for all this", Brian whispered smiling at me and I winked at him "I said, loose your hair", I repeated again "Now", she exclaimed "Yes" "So, Saira tell us about yourself", said the assistant manager from his corner seat "Well, My name is Saira Aham, I currently live in Brooklyn. I just graduated with a bachelor's in business management and have finished 3 months of internship in the marketing department. I heard about this position from my friend and wanted to give it a try. Although I have no experience being a marketing advisor I want to gain experience on it", said she, I don't know what she said but I was just about to hire her when the assistant manager spoke in the middle again "Sorry, we can't hire you because if you don't have the experience you have to start from the low budget company, many candidates with years of expertise have come here for the interview so sorry for now" "I knew it, but I still wanted to give it a chance", said Saira and began to pack her documents when I stopped her signing her to sit with my hands "Who said, we don’t hire without experience, if that was the case we would have kept that on vacancy announcement", I shouted looking toward Dany  "But, sir" "No, but, I want to hire a fresh candidate for this position, who can use their modern knowledge on marketing and can touch all the youths", I shouted "Okay sir" "Ms. Saira, you are hired",  I said turning toward her. The expression on her face just changed in a split of seconds "Are you serious, Am I hired in Luss enterprise. This isn't a dream right?" "No, this is actual reality" "This is a dream come true, thank you so much", she exclaimed "You can join our team from tomorrow" "I will, I will not let you down", she said and bowed to all of us and went outside the door with a wide smile. "So new scapegoat?", Brian said while the other two of the judging panel went outside with utter disappointment. "I want that girl in my bed tonight", I said looking toward Brian "Take some time Danzel. Wait till tomorrow" "I can't wait, I want her today" "You are so pushy. Okay, I will come with some ideas. For now, you just focus on your meeting for the new launch" "Do you think I can concentrate my mind" "No, but try", said he and went outside, but despite everything I kept on reaching onto that hair in my imagination and played with it. "Olivia, I again remembered her, that day it was my last final exam for class 5 in middle school, and for Olivia, it was her last exam in high school. I was afraid if I don’t confront her now, then I will never be able to see her again. That day after the exam I went to her when she was sitting in a group with her friends. I went to her and handed her a letter. "What happened champ?", she asked taking that letter from my hand "I want you to read it after you go home", I stammered "Is it a love letter or something?" "No, No you will find out after you read it", I stammered again and ran from there to hide my nervousness. I kept on looking at her, from behind the tree. But as I was afraid of it, she opened the letter right there and 4 hundred dollars fell down from it. Her friends giggled seeing those and started to laugh, "seems like someone paid for you" "Hi, Olivia, You don't have noticed it but I have liked you since I saw you for the first time when you came to join the high school in here. I know I am 7 years younger than you but love is blind right? I want you to meet me in the park beside the school at 8. I will be waiting for you", she read the letter aloud and all her friends started to laugh at me. "Are you going to the park", one of the girls asked her "Are you serious? Obviously no. Anyway I got 400 dollars lets have some fun tonight", said she and left from there. I was heartbroken, that was all of my savings that year. Still, at 8 I sneaked out from the house and went to the park. There was no one despite some street dogs. I went to the slide and kept on waiting for her till 10 until my parents were there searching for me. They scolded me too much, my father even beat me hard but still I was habitual of all that. Even when my parents were fighting with eachother I was the one who used to be trapped in both' anger. My family was a mess, my parents were having a divorce, and day and night I had to cope with their fight, and screams and Olivia was the only thing that was making me hold on but she was also going far from me probably to the graduate school in another town."