Alexandra
“You need to get some rest, it’s late, “ Eliot tells me and right now I want nothing but to be left alone so I nod.
“Thank you. Yeah, I am really tired. I will see you tomorrow. “
Eliot looks slightly taken aback.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to come with you? I don’t think it’s a good idea to leave you alone, especially not now. “
“I am fine, really. I am sure you need some rest too. “
I don't wait for him to respond and I hurry down the corridor to avoid another argument with him.
Why do I keep having him? Is it guilt that’s eating me from the inside? Perhaps it is- and I deserve to feel bad about what happened between me and Nathaniel. I betrayed Eliot.
And I betrayed him in the worst possible way. But I just can’t have this conversation with him, not now.
Aft
