The Clumsy Designer

Chapter 8

"How's Naomi doing?" I ask while playing with his hair, running my fingers through it. I love that it was so soft, indicating that he took care of himself.

"She's fine, I'm planning to visit her even just for a day when you leave for Greece."

Then his voice turned sad at mentioning that I would be leaving.

Giggling, I lowered my head and kissed him on his lips.

"I will be back, don't worry."

Caressing his cheeks, I looked at him lovingly.

Today, we were just spending it together since I will be going to Greece for Ametrine's birthday just for three days or so. The thought of it excites me as I have not seen my other siblings for a while and I badly miss them.

The only downside of it was I couldn't bring Lucifer with me, Patri told me it was my call but I'm not really ready yet to let him meet the family since we haven't even dropped the three words at each other.

Biting my lip, I stop myself from saying it as I am afraid that he would reject my confession and say that I am an easy catch.

"I have something to say to you later," He said, his voice turning serious.

Feeling worried, my mind wanders off to many things on what he would say to me.

Damn it, he shouldn't have said that. And now, I'll be preoccupied the whole day and trying to guess what he would say.

Looking at his expression, my worriedness deepened as I saw his expression a bit skeptical as to if he was thinking if he should say it to me or not.

"Why not now?"

"You should just wait, buttercup," He whispers, then sits up in front of me and grabs both sides of my face and then kisses me.

Then that turned into a hot make-out session, I found my heart beating so fast as I felt his hands roaming my waist and caressing it resulting in shivers shooting up my spine.

I couldn't help but sit down on his lap, as I leaned into him more relishing the warmth he was offering me.

Before I knew it, his hands were inside my shirt and roamed his hands on my stomach, releasing out a moan I shyly pulled away from him and looked at him.

Feeling my face turn hot, he grins at me and kisses my forehead.

Pulling me back to his bed, he lays down beside me and caresses my face with his eyes looking at me with love...

Oh assuming much, Blue?!

Then my previous thoughts entered my mind.

"Are you okay with us not having s*x?" I shyly mumbled and hid my face in his chest, gripping his shirt in my hand.

Feeling his chest vibrate, I knew he was laughing.

Frowning, I tried to release myself from his hold but he kept me at bay and went on top of me. With that, my body went into full shambles, butterflies in my stomach and my face feeling hot.

"W-what?" I meekly asked as his blue eyes gaze at me and were staring at all over my face as if assessing me if he should sleep with me or not.

Hmph.

"Why are you asking me that, are you offering yourself buttercup?" He smirks at me, teasing me with his tone.

"No, get off me!" I scoffed and pushed him off me, feeling embarrassed at him for asking me that. Why would I offer myself to him, he's not a God!

Crossing my arms, I turned my back on him as I stood up and looked out his room window with New York's tallest buildings and honking cars greeting me.

Then I felt his arms wrap around my waist and pull me into his embrace.

"The answer to your question is yes, I'm okay with us not having s*x. I respect your buttercup, do you think that little of me?" His voice was sad and sounded nervous as if I would break up with him if he's okay with us not having s*x.

My heart fluttered at happiness, knowing that he respects me and was willing to wait for me 'till I'm comfortable enough before we do it.

I smiled at him and returned his hug, accepting the warmth his muscular body was offering... I kissed his chest that was covered by his t-shirt.

This moment was perfect for me, I don't need any fancy s**t things only for him to cheat on me.

"Come and let's eat, what do you want?" He kissed the top of my head and gently pulled me away.

Acting like a clingy girlfriend, I pouted and pulled him back to me. I couldn't bear looking at him knowing that he looks so yummy that I would gladly eat him!

"Aren't you hungry yet, or do you want me to cook for you?" He asks again.

With that, I remembered Naomi's words about Lucifer being a great cook.

Pulling myself away from him with reluctance, I gave him an excited nod.

"Your wish is my command, what would you like to eat baby?"

Feeling giddy again, my heart thumped fast inside my chest hearing him call me baby.

"Buffalo wings, green chile stew, and my favorite!" I excitedly answered.

"Of course, how could I forget that Greek salad of yours. Come, let's buy the ingredients."

He invited me to do grocery shopping, I nodded and followed him to the door.

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Lucifer was by the stove and constantly making sure that what he was making would turn out perfect, I kinda pressured him up to do so.

Giggling inside my head, I slowly walked towards him and hugged the life outta him.

"Hmm, didn't know cooking would give me this kind of back hug. I'll cook more often then," He joked and chuckled, making me feel the vibration of his body.

Playfully pinching his shoulder, I sighed into his back and closed my eyes.

"Are you sleepy?" He turns to me and places his arms around me, keeping me warm.

Shaking my head no, I tried to be as close to him as I could and caressed his chest.

I just love how his warmth radiates off to me.

"I just like the feeling of your body," I flirted with him but immediately regretted it as I saw his expression teasing me.

"Forget what I said," I mumbled and pouted, pressing more into him.

He just laughed and turned back to what he was making, while I stayed comfortable behind him.

His cologne struck my nostrils and I remember the reason why I very much love to hug him tight.

Smiling at the memory of the line from what I've read in my yiayia's diary.

She has a diary from when she's ten years old and until the last day she took her breath, I haven't read all of it. I tried persuading Ametrine to read it, but she would get suddenly angry at me and told me to drop the matter and never read yiayia's diaries.

As if she already read the whole thing.

I tried each time to catch her reading in the back of the library where the archives sat with dust, hundreds of yiayia's diaries sat there and waited to be opened and read one by one.

I only started reading it a year before I left Greece last year, unfortunately, I couldn't read until yiayia was twenty-five.

Planning mentally inside my head to read those once I come home tonight, I then snapped back to reality.

"Taste it buttercup," He smiles, lifting the spoon where some of the green chile stew was.

As soon as the liquid texture hit my tastebuds, I moaned out in pure delight.

"This is so delicious!" I licked my lips as if there were leftovers.

"Of course, I made them!"

"Bleh!" Sticking out my tongue at him, I helped him to prepare our lunch.

Before I knew it, nine pm was fast hitting the clock and it is now five pm, the time reminding me that I should go back to my own dormitory and make sure I have all the things I need.

"Are you full? Do you want to eat more?" Lucifer asks, gesturing to some of the few buffalo wings that were still left.

Looking at him, I burst into a fit of laughter seeing the buffalo wing sauce spread on top of his lips, giving him a beard.

Reaching for my phone, I immediately took a photo of him.

"Hey that was unfair, you didn't tell me to smile!" He jokingly scares me, got up from his chair, and threateningly took slow steps towards me as if warning me to run.

And run, I did.

Unfortunately, he was able to catch me a lot sooner and dropped kisses on my lips.

"Fine, you can have that photo. It's a reminder that you have someone awesome waiting for you to come back," Lucifer says, winking at me.

Rolling my eyes, I pinched his chest and pushed him off me.

"You're not awesome, I am."

Then the room turned silent, and I saw his gaze directly pointed at my lips where he smudged his buffalo wings sauce too after giving me those small butterfly kisses.

"What? Stop looking at me like that..." I fiddled with my thumb, suddenly feeling shy all over.

Stepping back a few steps away from him, he immediately caught on to what I was trying to do.

"You're just beautiful, and if we do have some kids someday. I wish our girls would look very much like you."

Okay, f**k it.

Pulling the collar of his shirt, I smashed his lips on mine and instantly moaned at how his lips were dominating mine.

His hands lowered behind me until they rested on top of my butt, moaning into the kiss again he took it as a chance to slip his tongue in.

And soon, that playful moment was gone.

Only the fiery fire between us kept glowing and kept getting bigger and bigger until it burned us both.

Not wanting to pull away from his gratifying kiss, and knowing that I wouldn't be able to kiss these wonderful lips for three days I pulled him more closely, and closer not caring if I'm going to kill myself by being unable to breathe.

He pulled away for a moment and propped me on the table, and soon his hands were back on me again.

Not caring or thinking of anything, I guided his hands underneath my shirt and released a loud moan when his big rough calloused hands caressed my breasts that were covered by a bra.

I couldn't keep my hands to myself either, grabbing both sides of the hem of his shirt. I pulled it up indicating that I wanted him to take it off.

He conceded and pulled away for a moment, throwing his shirt anywhere that I don't care.

Biting my lip, I looked at him with seducing eyes and ran my hands on his chest loving the feel of his muscles.

He wasn't that bulky, but he has great six-pack abs and v-line that is towards God knows where.

"Are you trying to test me right now, Blue Sapphire?" He smiled, arching a brow at me, and was now starting to pull his hands away from my breasts.

Feeling a bit naughty, I made sure to keep them there and gave him flirty eyes.

"Why don't you try me now?"

As soon as those words left my mouth, he gripped me to him and carried me to his couch then propped on them as if he was just carrying boxes, the only difference was that these boxes had boobs he could touch.

Getting impatient at how long he was staring at me, I wrapped my hands around his neck and lowered them to meet my needy lips.

"Wait- wait... Blue." He gently pulls me off him and looks at me straight in the eye.

"Are you sure?"

Instead of responding, I pulled him in for another kiss and urged his lips apart, slipping my tongue in to taste him. Tingles and shivers ran throughout my body as I felt his hands slipping inside my shirt again.

My body felt delighted at feeling so empowered, cherishing the moment I closed my eyes and arched into him, just loving the warmth oozing from him.

Remembering stories from Nichole and Drei, they told me how amazing an orgasm was especially when the man touching you has hit your G-Spot.

His kisses trailed down my neck, and I offered myself to him. I am feeling so strongly for him as no other man could have made me feel. He could ask me to give him myself right now, and I would give in.

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT

"D-do you know about G-spots?" I shyly mumbled when his lips reached my stomach.

He smirked at me.

"Your G-spot?"

I nodded quickly and closed my eyes, trying to erase the image of his head between my legs while he was prepping kisses all over my stomach and navel.

"Let me show you, then." He states.

Lucifer maneuvers me straight in front of him, my back laying on his front chest. Feeling the bulge between his legs, I mentally gulped imagining how big it was.

Removing my shorts and panties, his hand traced my inner thigh and that made me shut my eyes tight... not wanting to see the scene in front of me.

"Open your eyes," He kissed my forehead, and like a voice-ordered robot, I opened them.

Now only in my shirt and bra, and with him still in his pants but bare upper body, he spreads my legs apart, planting my foot on both sides of his legs.

My breathing went erratic, and I felt my heart booming and getting crazy inside my rib cage.

Calm down, Blue.

"Are you comfortable Blue?" He kisses the side of my head.

Really wanting to experience my first orgasm with him, I nodded too shyly to open my mouth and speak my true desires.

"Use your words, buttercup."

"Yes."

"Relax, you're too tense," He whispers into my ear, my tense body immediately complies. Relaxing against his chest, he places his hand on top of mine and starts sliding it across my torso.

As his left hand went underneath to play with my bra-covered chest, I suddenly felt suffocated and wanted to remove all of my clothing, just wanting to feel him bare and naked.

With his right hand and mine, he guided my hands in between my legs. And the first contact made me throw my head back and embarrassingly moaned.

Gasping and astonished at how wet and sensitive I was, he began to circle his finger to draw circles in my c**t. My breath hitched as I waited for the pleasure to burst within me immediately, but he stopped.

"L-lucifer don't stop..." I said with shame but with zero regrets.

If my father would have seen me in this kind of position, I hope the Lord prays for my soul.

"O-ohhh!" I tried covering my mouth because this was the loudest pleasurable sound I've made, but his hand stopped me.

"Are you really sure about this, Blue?" He asks.

Nodding repeatedly, and with surprising wanton within me, I used my own hand to guide his hand where I wanted them to be.

And gently, his thick finger went inside me.

"Ohh God, ugh!"

He didn't mind me and kept pushing his finger inside me with delicacy, and my body was shaking with undeniable pleasure. It hurts, but the pleasure was overcoming it.

Then he stopped, and that made me realize that he was waiting for me to calm down and relax against him.

I did, and that's when I felt his finger starting to slowly move inside me, stroking, circling, and searching until he found what he was looking for.

"How are you so tight?" He kisses my ear.

"I-I'm a virgin.." I whispered and closed my eyes, loving the feel of him. Pushing myself closer to him, he suddenly stopped.

And that made me want to pull my hair out.

"No, n-no. Why did you stop?" I whined and tried controlling his hand but he immediately withdrew it from inside me and turned me to him so I could face him.

My face felt hot as I saw him sucking the finger that he used to penetrate me before looking at me seriously.

"No, Blue. This is wrong, you're a virgin... I want to treat you right and not just against a couch," He said, looking all over me.

Feeling embarrassed, I cried out with shame imagining myself unattractive because he didn't want to touch me any longer.

"No, no it's not like that baby. I don't see you as ugly, in fact, you're the most beautiful person I have ever met. And I don't wanna ruin that, believe me."

He kissed all over my face.

"R-really?" I brush my small drops of tears away.

Then he pulled me in for a warm and tight hug.

"Sometimes, I wonder how you are so cute and naive at the same time."

He gently laughs and pulls me closer to him, after breaking the hug.

Pouting, I hid my face in his chest and when I felt the gush of wind hitting my p***y, I blushed deep red.

"C-can I have my panties back?" I asked and he gave it to me but pulled it back, looking at me teasingly.

"Really, silk panties with red trims. Did you really plan to seduce me, hmm?" He teased me more, I punched his shoulder and frowned then wore it then sat down on his lap, on top of his bulge, not caring anymore.

"Oww, you're hurting my baby maker."

"Serves you right!"

Another peaceful silence comes between us, and I feel his hand tracing my tummy, tickling me.

"I love you Blue, and I hope you know it."

He only mumbled it, but my heart rate picked up fully hearing it.

"What did you say?"

He sighed and then turned me to him, tucking a hair behind my ear he looked at me with sincere eyes.

"I love you very much Blue, and I hope you feel it. Do you?" He asks, and at that moment he didn't look like a man who had a girlfriend, he looked like a little boy asking someone for a lollipop and badly wanting it.

Smiling at him, I pressed my lips to him gently then pulled away.

Placing my forehead against his.

"I love you too."