The Silent grief of my heart

My parent's separation

This was the very sad part of my life and this is the grief of my heart that continues to pull me down whenever I am discouraged.

This day was just a typical summer day, we play around. Until my mother has to leave for a visit to my sister in Cebu. When mother left, the next day my father arrived. I was very happy because my father was there and he had a phone. I played with his phone. As early as 8 years old I am addicted playing the space impact on the 3312 Nokia phone. We don't have electricity yet we have phones those years. What we do is we just have our phones battery charged at our neighbors. I was just very happy that time playing with the phone, little did I knew that, that would be the last time I would see father. To be honest, I am a papa's boy. I always sleep beside him. I really don't know what had happened. The next morning at dawn father left. The next day mother and my sister arrived. My sisters was crying I really didn't know what was going on. Until I got to understand that my father had r***d my sister. At first, during elementary, I didn't think much of it. But until I reach high school I discovered how painful it is not having a father. I grew up as a gay teenager. Almost all of my friends were girls. I do play girly games.

My elementary years were full of struggles. I experienced not eating breakfast before going to school. I experienced not having lunch. Until, one day there was these nuns who recruit for poorest of the poor children to study for free. Before graduating in elementary they let us took their exam, and unfortunately I didn't pass the exam. So the next school year my sister who supported us didn't allow us to go to highschool because she said we were not doing our very best. that was 2010-2011 school year.