Drunk....in love?
1059 Words
Jaxon POV
Who would have known that one night with her would make me feel like this? I have been having all these thoughts and feelings about her since I got here yesterday. For some reason the littlest thing she does impresses me. How she looks at me and has this look of defiance. She may have not noticed but not many people can stare into my eyes for too long. People cower from me and only she can look at me and not get scared.
I like how she eats. A lot of girls have changed the way they eat just to look s*xy and seductive. Even Brittany does the same thing and to be honest,I hate it. Yeah sure it feels good to know that women find me attractive and want to get my attention but sometimes it gets too much. With Amanda, I do not have to stress about that. She impressed me without even trying and that proves a lot. She truly is one of a kind and i like that about her. How she felt around me last night gets me really turned on just thinking about it. How her body reacts to my touch makes me realize just how innocent she is and that really conflicted me. I said I did not want to fall for her.And it seems I am doing just that. I am falling for the girl I should not want.
Maybe it is just me being really h*rny. I have a fiancee that I love and I am happy with her.
I get up from the bed and get into the shower. I stood there for a while just letting the water pour over me hoping it will wash away how I feel about that girl. She is supposed to be nothing to me. Just a baby making machine. I am just going to f*ck and leave every night. Sleeping next to her does things to me and we cannot have that. I am going to avoid her as much as I can and that means leaving right now. Deciding that this is best, I wash up and get out. I realize I did not bring clothes so I just wrap a towel around me and head out. The bed is made and Amanda is not here. Gladly.
I get dressed in my work clothes and leave. There is a lot of noise downstairs and turns out, my mother is here. "Oh there he is.Come here my baby. How was your night" she asked me. I look up to see Amanda staring at me then quickly facing the floor when she realizes she had been caught. "Fine. I have to go". I plainly told her. "Excuse me? It is Sunday Jaxon you cannot go to work" She says. "I am the boss. I can do whatever I want." And I grab my phone and car keys leaving immediately. I can't handle being around her right now so I am going to drown myself in work all day.
And that is exactly what I did. I probably did the whole week's worth of paperwork and by the time I realized I was too tired to continue, it was already 9PM. Richard walked into my office with a bottle of Whiskey. "Thought you might need this. You look like hell" he said. I grabbed the bottle from his grip and opened it and drank straight from the bottle. "Thanks" I said. "What happened"? He asked me and I couldn't answer. What do I say to that? "None of your business" I said and he shrugged. I finished the first bottle and started rummaging through the office to find the champagne we keep here. And just my luck, I found two bottles and handed one to Richard.
By the time I was done, I could not stand still. I was swaying around and Richard caught me before falling. "Let's get you home to Amanda" He dragged me to the car and drove home. I could no longer keep my eyes open so I welcomed the darkness.
Amanda POV
Jaxon has not been back since he left this morning and I feel a bit disappointed. Not at him though, at myself. I was clearly not good enough in bed so he is clearly avoiding me. I was kinda hoping I would be good enough because these people are already doing a lot for me and my family so the least I could do would be to be good enough for Jaxon. Guess that did not work out so I am hoping I could give him cute babies.
I was about to go to my bedroom when I heard a car pull up. It is almost midnight and I do not know why I waited for him but I did. The door opens and I hear grunting and groaning.
Richard appears holding a drunk Jaxon. Wasn't he supposed to be working instead of getting drunk? "Your little friend here decided to drink a whole bottle of whiskey and two bottles of champagne by himself" Richard said. "Let me help you put him to bed" I tried grabbing Jaxon but Richard refused. "Go open up the sheets, I'll carry him" and I ran up. I open the sheets and Richard puts him in roughly. "I will leave you to undress him and deal with him" he says. "Won't he be mad if I undress him"? He laughs at me. "You have already seen him n*ked before. What is there to hide" and he walks out. I watch Jaxon for a while before finally deciding to undress him. I take off his shirt, pants and socks. He truly is a beautiful man but he is engaged. Even if he wasn't, you would never be an option for him My conscience mocks. Right. I am no match for Brittany.
I take of my robe and lay next to him. I do not know how long I had been asleep when I was awoken by Jaxon on top of me kissing my neck and playing with my b*ob. "What are you doing"? I ask him. "Trying to make a baby" he said in a hoarse voice. I could not help but enjoy what he was doing to me and we spent the rest of the night 'making babies'.
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