The Billionaire's Pregnant Lover

That night

Amanda POV

Five days pass rather quickly and today is the day Jaxon leaves. Part of me is glad he is leaving. The other part? Well the one crazy part of me wishes he would stay longer. I kind of like having him around, he is some what very interesting and I like looking at him. Okay, looking at him is not the right term, stalking him is the one. Yes,that is the word. I kept watching him from a distance and picked up quite a few things about him. He does not like talking much, neither does he smile much. He also has dimples which are to die for. Literally. I Like his little smirk as well, even though he teases me with it. It is very hot. One thing though, he works too hard and that cant be a good thing for him. But who am I to comment? It is none of my business and I am not supposed to care for him, but I do know that he needs to find a way around work to make time for his future children. I do not want my kids to be fatherless the same way me and my brother were. I want them to grow in a good home, even though their parents are not going to be together forever but I do want them to have a healthy and happy childhood. And this is why I am going to talk to him about it.

I count my steps until I get to the bedroom, finding him pack his stuff to leave. He looks so hot without even trying. "Are you just going to stand there or are you going to tell me what you want"? He said startling me. I stood there wide eyed staring at his back until he turned around raising an eyebrow. "Well"? He said. "I uhm.. I wanted to talk to you" I said softly. "Obviously. No one would just come up to somebody just to watch them pack. What is this about"? I walk over and stand near the bed.

"Please do not take this the wrong way. I just think you work a bit too hard. It is not healthy, you need to at least take a break. Working is all you do and you need to work a little less so that maybe, in future, you can be able to make time for the children ". He stood there looking at me and not saying a word so I continued." I know it's not my place but.... " He raised his hand stopping me." You are right" he said. "What"? I whispered. "You are right. It is not your place. What I do is none of your damn business"! He shouted. "I.. I am sorry". He scoffed, "Sorry? What you should be doing, is getting pregnant. Do not ever poke your nose into my matters. You are here to make children for me. Nothing more. Your observations and opinions are worthless to me. I do not give a shxt what you think. I will handle my children my way. Concertrate more on giving me children and a lot less on my affairs. Got it"? He said and I nodded. "See you next week" he said as he walked out. I stood there not moving until I heard his car leave. I could not feel anything but numbness and I instantly regretted talking to him. But there was no use regretting now, it is done. I do not know how many times he showed me my opinion did not matter but time and again, I keep provoking him. Well not anymore, I will not let him keep disrespecting me any longer. I know I am not important or rich as he is but that does not mean he should treat me this way, so I will let it go and never bother him again.

Feeling determined, I give myself a little pep talk in the mirror and then head back downstairs to my family. Walking in finding my mother and brother hang out playing checkers makes my heart swell with pride. This is who I do it for, I will get pregnant and give that j*rk his two children and give my family the life they deserve. Yes, no more playing nice to the rich brat.

Jaxon POV

As I lay down in my hotel room, I can't help but think of how rude I was to her. She is just being concerned and I was rude instead of being greatful. Her hurt face when I spoke to her keeps clouding my mind. I am trying so hard to not fall for her that I keep hurting her. This takes my mind back to the other night, when I had s*x with her without her consent.

(**mention of s*xual ab*se coming**)

Flashback

I park my car in the driveway and walk inside the house. Work was hectic today and a few investors riled me up with their never-ending questions. I find Amanda's mother and brother watching some cooking competition on TV. I do not even greet as I pass and they just look at me saying nothing. I go up the stairs and walk into the master bedroom. Soon as I am inside, I hear singing and the shower running. My curiosity gets the better of me and I go into the bathroom and there she was, in the shower singing.

The shower is see-through so I can see everything and I instantly get a hard on. I take my clothes off and get in the shower and that is when she notices me. "What are you doing"? She asks me and I do not answer. Instead, I grab her and wrap her legs around my waist. "No Jaxon please, just let me finish so we can talk" I don't listen to her and turn off the shower walking out as soon as I did. I throw her on the bed and get on top.

"Jaxon what are you doing. You are not in your right mind please let's talk you need to calm down please" she says and I ignore her spreading her legs and slamming into her mercilessly. She screams out in pain but I keep on thrusting into her. "Stop.. Please... You are hurting me" She cries but I do not pay her any attention. She stops crying out and I keep going until I reach my orgasm and then pull out of her dropping my body next to her and only then noticing the tears on her face. What have I done?