But as I had failed on an epic scale. An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded, and I was jobless, and as poor as it is possible to live in modern society. The fears that I had for myself, had both come to pass, and by every usual standard, I was the biggest failure I ever knew. For all this days left being alone.
I was just curios since it’s really hard to live in this crowded place. Wanted to ask people how did they managed to survive in the same state I’m facing in? I’ve become an old hag in my appearance since the day he left me. I don’t want to brag people so I’m going to face this myself, all alone.
I planed to apply a suitable job to look for but I was unlucky enough. I’ve been to almost ten companies, shop, and little stores but no one took me in. Since I haven’t meet their requirements and their expectations. All I can do now is to build my own little shop. As the day I opened my shop, there was these uneasy feeling. I felt I was being stared and followed by someone. In every time I search for those who’s looking after me, there was nothing. Nothing but crowds that goes back and fort’s.