Chapter 1.
Chapter 1: A Cold Return
The biting December wind howls as I step out of the car, clutching my coat tightly around me. My boots crunch against the snow-covered driveway of my parents’ house, a familiar sight that still feels foreign after all these years. The house looks exactly as I remember it: the cheerful glow of Christmas lights twinkling against the backdrop of snow-covered pines, the smell of woodsmoke in the air, and the oversized wreath hanging on the front door.
Lily, my six-year-old daughter, bounces out of the car with far more energy than I can muster. "Mommy, look! Snow!" she exclaims, spinning in circles and trying to catch flakes on her tongue.
“Don’t go too far, Lily!” I call after her, though my tone lacks urgency. She’s been so excited about this trip, and I can’t bring myself to dampen her joy.
I grab our luggage from the trunk, my fingers already numb from the cold. As I carry the bags toward the porch, the front door swings open. My mom steps out, wrapped in a thick scarf and beaming like she’s been waiting her whole life for this moment.
“Catherine!” she exclaims, pulling me into a tight hug. “You made it! And there’s my little Lily!” She kneels down to scoop my daughter into her arms, spinning her around despite Lily’s squeals of protest.
“Hi, Grandma!” Lily giggles, clinging to her.
“It’s so good to have you both here,” Mom says, setting Lily down and brushing a strand of hair from her face. “Come inside. You must be freezing!”
The warmth of the house hits me as soon as I step through the door, and with it comes a wave of nostalgia. The familiar smell of pine and cinnamon fills the air, and the crackling fire in the living room fireplace casts a golden glow over everything. For a moment, I almost feel at home.
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Later that evening, after Lily has been tucked into bed, I sit at the kitchen table nursing a cup of tea. My mom bustles around, tidying up even though everything is already spotless.
“You don’t have to keep doing that, Mom,” I say, watching her.
“I’m just making sure everything’s perfect for the holidays,” she replies, but I know better. She’s trying to avoid the elephant in the room—my divorce.
She finally sits down across from me, folding her hands neatly on the table. “How are you really doing, Catherine?”
I sigh, tracing the rim of my cup with my finger. “I’m… managing. It’s been tough, but I’m focusing on Lily. She’s the most important thing.”
Mom nods, her eyes full of concern. “We’re so glad you’re here. Maybe this Christmas will be a fresh start for you.”
Before I can respond, the sound of the doorbell echoes through the house.
“Who could that be at this hour?” Mom wonders aloud, standing up to answer it.
I follow her to the door, curious. When she opens it, a gust of cold air rushes in, and I freeze in place at the sight of the man standing on the porch.
“Ethan,” Mom says warmly, stepping aside to let him in.
He brushes the snow off his coat as he steps inside, his sandy blonde hair damp from the falling snow. His blue eyes lock onto mine, and for a moment, I forget how to breathe.
“Catherine,” he says, his voice deeper than I remember, but still familiar.
“Ethan,” I manage to reply, my throat suddenly dry.
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Ethan Callahan. My brother Daniel’s best friend and the guy I used to have a ridiculous crush on back in high school. He hasn’t changed much—if anything, he’s grown more attractive over the years. Tall and broad-shouldered, with a smile that could melt even the coldest winter night.
“What are you doing here?” I ask, trying to keep my tone casual.
“I heard you were back in town,” he says, his smile widening. “Figured I’d stop by and say hi. Hope that’s okay.”
“Of course, it is!” Mom cuts in before I can respond. “Come in, come in. Can I get you anything? Coffee? Tea?”
“I’m good, thank you,” Ethan says, but he doesn’t take his eyes off me.
Mom excuses herself, leaving us alone in the living room.
“So,” Ethan says, shoving his hands into his coat pockets. “How long are you staying?”
“Just through Christmas,” I reply, shifting uncomfortably under his gaze. “Lily wanted to spend the holidays here.”
“Good choice. Nothing beats Christmas in Evergreen Hollow.”
I nod, unsure of what else to say. The silence stretches between us until Ethan finally breaks it.
“You look… good, Catherine,” he says softly. “It’s been a while.”
I laugh, though it comes out more nervous than I intended. “Yeah, life gets in the way, I guess.”
“Daniel mentioned what happened,” he says, his tone careful. “With your ex, I mean. I’m sorry.”
I stiffen at the mention of Adam, but I force a smile. “Thanks. It’s for the best.”
Ethan hesitates, as if he wants to say more, but he doesn’t push. Instead, he nods and takes a step back. “Well, I should get going. Just wanted to say welcome back.”
“Thanks,” I say again, walking him to the door.
As he steps outside, he turns back to look at me. “It’s good to see you, Catherine. Really.”
And with that, he’s gone, disappearing into the snowy night.
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I close the door and lean against it, my heart pounding in my chest. Seeing Ethan again after all these years stirs up emotions I thought I’d buried long ago. But I shake it off. This isn’t the time for distractions. I came here to focus on Lily and to figure out my next steps, not to get caught up in old feelings.
But as I head upstairs to check on Lily, I can’t help but wonder if Ethan’s sudden reappearance is a coincidence—or something more.